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2009-02-27T02:01:00.004+08:00

its been eons since i last blogged. wonder anyone still checks on this blog anymore, but i shall update it since i have the time for it and does not feel strongly against it. haha!

alright, on mon i have officially ended my yr1 n now i'm in the midst of my long long vacation =) 2mths! yeay~ waiting for my results.. wonder how i fare for this sem. although this sem is so much busier than the previous sem, i would say i enjoyed it a lot still.. thou i only get to slp at 2or 3 am everyday or sometimes not even slping. n wakign up early for morning classes everyday but not once did i drag myself out of bed for tt. amazingly, i enjoyed doing all the stuff that i was doing! ppl kept asking me how's life n they all got the same reply! " busy but happy". i think tt's the best tt i can ask for. enjoying wat i'm doing.. every single bit.. i definitely dont regret choosing the poly route n comign to mass com! n i know i would if i did otherwise n chose jc... (sry for the jc if u c this, but tt's just applicable to me) suprisingly, i enjoy gracom... i tot i will hate it cos my art sucks but i quite like it... n we get to do locivd filming!! so cool! the whole intergrated proj across 3 modules throughout the whole sem was crazy, but the satisfaction after tt was so great! to c your product prototype coming out, all the ads designed so nicely, e website working so well... =))

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today had fencing training.. after so so long.. haha. it was nice to finally train up again, feel myself getting fit again after the weeks of slacking w/o training.. it wasnt as bad as i tot. i tot my muscles' gonna give me a hard time but i was lucky... hopefully nth happens tml too =) its kinda quiet n a bit weird to have training w/o the seniors thou.. miss the loudness, fun we use to have.. the more the merrier... guess that will still take some getting use to.. n we are gonna be seniors soon, after the new batch of juniors come! haha wonder how it'll be like..

there's an outing on sat~ long time never meet up with the retards.. n i miss my two dear friends ming n zy loads n loads! hope we get to meet up soon.. take care peeps!

happy with the way things are =)

2008-11-24T12:45:00.003+08:00

too many movies to watch.. but too little time n money =/

e one movie tt i die die have to watch!

twilight!!

out in dec 18

the U.S. gets to watch it almost a month before us... not fair!=( i'm quite disappointed with the actor who's acting as Edward.. not as 'prefect n god-liked' as most of us readers had imagined.. hopefully his acting doesn't disappoint... i had high hopes for the movie.. hopefully it would be good.. as good as the book or even better... for those who haven't read the book.. GO READ IT! its nice!!

the main cast

other movies that i want to watch if i have the time and money...
`bolt
`madagascar
`saw v (thou i'm underage =P)

i shouldn't be thinking of watching movies now.. esp since gracom is due in less than 2 weeks n i haven done much yet x_x

when you can live forever, what do u live for?

2008-11-12T01:10:00.004+08:00

blogging again... instead of the boring updates, i shall share something nice! =)

jay chou's shi guang ji (time machine) mv from his new album

its one of my fav. song in his new album.. i like the mv a lot.. find it very cute.. n it was adapted from the Doremon! i like e Doremon guitar in e mv =B enjoy~ (for peeps who don't like jay chou or can't understand chi... too bad~ muahaha!)

be true to yourself, no matter what

2008-10-28T00:36:00.002+08:00

as i was doing research for my graphic communication project... i suddenly remembered something tt my location video lecturer/tutor told us.... we are living in a world today tt is filled with so much info.. u are given n presented with so much info every single seconds of the day.. from the internet, tv, books, songs, radio, ads blah blah blah... ur brain gets overloaded with all these info.. useful or not.. willingly or not.. interesting or not.. u have no choice... they force their way into u.. into your everyday life.. u can't just kick them out.. and they just cramped ur brain so tight sometimes your brain feels claustrophobic... u get tired of all these info soon enough.. then one day, u would feel like blocking out everything... ignoring all info that are coming ur way.. as i was reading n doing my research.. all this tt my tutor said just flashed thru my mind n i realise tt if i continue at this pace.. i would get to e stage where i'm sick of being bombarded with new info at a age way too young... suddenly i feel tt its not healthy.. but the world is developing too fast these days.. u can't help it.. there's no way u can stop tt... esp with e development of new media.... suddenly i feel sad thinking tt one day, i would get sick of being 'forced' with so much new info everyday.... i wonder when tt day would come...

sorry if i don't make sense here... i'm just trying to write down how i feel about some random stuff...

when less is more

2008-10-05T20:46:00.003+08:00

i didn't really have anything to blog about.. so i decided to blog about some random stuff before sch reopen in 1 wk's time...

i found this pic online... i tot it was very cute n funny so i'll share it ard!

cute right?

i hope you will smile when u see this pic... cos i wld every time i c it... enjoy n stay cheer always my dear friends... no matter how tough the situation is... a smile can change everything... trust me.. try it =))

everything is not as bad as you think, as long as you look at it in a different perspective, you will be surprised at what you can gain from it =)

2008-09-29T00:29:00.002+08:00

i was watching the F1 grand prix race just now... thou i didn't get the chance to watch it live at the circuit, at least i got to watch it live on tv at the comfort of my hse with snacks to eat while watching!haha... the race today was dramatic, surprising, disappointing, funny and great all tog.. haha... it was a nice race thou, n i'm sure coupled with the dramas tt happened, this 1st F1 night race in sg would bound to be a unforgettable one in the F1 history....

there were so many accidents happening at tt race just now. a major car crash not long after the race started led to a whole lot of changing events... i'm not sure if a usual F1 race does have so many car accident/mishap cos this is the 1st F1 race i have ever seen.

the race just now was surprising as Alonso who started at the 15th position tonight ended up winning the race with a wonderful result!initially i still thought he could nver make it for tonight's race due to his startin position tonight... it was all because of his car having stalled during the qualifying race on sat... quite sad... but lucky enuff... he got a chance to catch up thanks to the dramas tt's happening... haha... actually he's very good to be able to go all the way from 15th strting position to the 1st n lasted for almost throughout the last half of the race... admirable man.... his 1st winning race this season.... i was also totally amazed tt he can go to the pit stop for refueling n yet still come out 1st w/o being overtaken... pro man.... i would say he deserve the win tonight... =))

yet the race was a big disappointment cos Massa who was in the pole position tonight ended up no. 13 or something like tt... all because of tt incident at the pit stop... so poor thing.. he was leading so welll until then... i tot he would have win the race tonight easily... n i early bet with my sis for tt... luckily i didn't.... haha.... tt scene was damn funny too... i can't stop laughing when they were having the replays... maybe nxt time can find it on youtube... haha... but it was quite disappointing thou, cos i tot he stand a good chance in winning but in the end something so comical could just happen.... n kimi ended up in an accident during the last few laps too... poor thing... i guess it was a bad day for the ferrari team tonight.... the initial 1st n 3rd starting position ended up so badly for them...

i may be sadistic but it's all those dramas tt happened tonight that made the race interesting n fun to watch... if not, it would be very boring to watch all the cars going by the lap 61 times, passign all the landmarks tt we are all too familiar with... =P

i guess if the F1 didn't came to sg, i wouldn;t even know anything about it at all... this grand prix here got me interested about F1 and taught me many things tt i didn't know about it... last time i tot F1 was just some racing games for the elite peeps n didn't even bother to care about it... now i even knew quite a bit about it.... haha... i guess it was nice to have sg being able to host this event... good for our development n can let the clueless sgreans know more about this sport. its nice to know tt millions of peeps all over the world are watchign the cars go past landmarks tt we or at least the govt are proud of.... =)

the 1st ever F1 night race was great!

anything can happen before the ending comes

2008-09-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

friends have been nagging me to blog.. so i shall not be so lazy and try to blog something =)) got back results today.. wasn't all tt bad but wasn't good enough too.. didn't meet my expectation of myself... so i will try harder nxt sem! jia you siew rong! GO! GO! GO! haha... i shall not spent the rest of the blog posting about how sad i'm over my results.. i will try to work HARDER!=))

had fencing chalet last week!it was great fun!i went on the 2nd night cos sun i had e PAL thingy n by the time i finished it was quite late.. so decided to go the nxt day instead.. not a good choice... cos i miss out loads of things tt happen on the 1st night!haha.. it was very funny from i heard.. too bad me n lx missed it =( the chalet was fun! i like it!=) it was nice to be able to cycle from afternoon to night.... i just love cycling... can't get tired from it... love the feeling of the wind blowing against you as you cycle down the slopes at top speeed! the feeling was awesome! cycling is nice =) i shall do it some other day again =)) we took some photos during chalet.. but the photos were not with me.. so can't post it... haha... even if i have i guess i will be lazy to do so bah.. =P hehe.... i'm a lazy bum... =p

hol is left with less than 1 mth... i still have things undone, stuff not bought yet... i shall try to do them all before the hols end...

i'm going for e fmsa camp before the hols is officially over.. so i hope the camp will allow me to end my hols with a loud bang n loads of fun! =))

jc peeps are having their promos now.. miss all my css buddies so so so much.. but i can't really use this long hols to catch up with them cos of their promos.. but its alright! we can find time soon!!! jia you ppl! good luck for ur promos! retards! how's life?miss u guys... cya soon n jia you for promos! ming ar.. jia you in sch n for promos.. we can meet aft your promos.. we have loads of catching up to do!! as for zy, i know this sem is tough for u ... so jia you alright! hang in there n it will be over soon! anything can still come find me kayys? me n ming will be there for you de! jia you tog! =))

tt's all tht i have to say for now. i'm not like ren wei who can have so much stuff to blog twice per day.. haha.. but at least i tried! yeay! =P take care fellow mates~ =)

hang in there even during the toughest time, cos when the going gets tough, the tough gets going, everything will be over soon!
JUST HANG IN THERE!

2008-08-30T00:46:00.002+08:00

i have so much to blog about today....

went bac to css today to look for my chers cos its TEACHERS' DAY!! also to get my testimonial... haha.. it was so so nice to go bac to css... to meet all ur old friends again n to catch up with one another... it was nice to c all ur sec sch friends again... the feeling is just so wonderful.. to be able to meet all your good friends again n to c how's everyone... the feelin of familiarity and the feelin of being able to be so comfortable n totally relax when you c them again... its not like i don't feel comfortable with my poly friends or tt i can't relax in front of them.. but i don't know why the feeling is just so diff...

its so nice to c all those friends tt had shared those sweet n tough moments with you... 2/4 peeps, 4/1 peeps... ppl that u used to hang out with durin recess, after sch ends n in between classes... e feelin is so nice... =) it just brings me bac to the happy times i have during sec sch... i miss sec sch life thou i don't want the study n exams part.... going bac just remind me of all my days in sch.. e times where i woke up very very early to go to sch... waiting for e bus with my eyes closing n carrying all e tys.. having fun with e red rows... snack day... fruit day... joking ard with friends durin recess time and going to je aft sch for lunch... when i went bac to css... all these memories just come rushing bac thru my mind...

get to c the teachers too... they all look e same.. never change.. haha.. was nice to find them n chat with them... luckily they still rmb us... hope they wld do so every year n not just cos we r e newest grad batch.. =) nice to chat with e teachers not about sch hw but just abt random stuff, thou they r more or less still related to e sub they teaching... haha...
wonder if everyone will still go bac nxt year...

went to meet e tuition peeps to make card for mrs lim aft tt.. initially we were quite tired... but as we chat along n start making e card, we got more n more energetic.. very long never c jing wen n xuan ru le =) always have lots of fun when e tuition peeps are tog =)... e card was nice thou we forgot to take a photo of it aft tt... haha...

went to visit mrs lim aft tt.. very very long never c her le... miss her... it was nice to meet up with her n e other tuition peeps.. catching up with each other.. joking ard.. it was nice...

to all the teachers that had taught me before, including mrs lim... thank you for being there n giving us everything tt u can... u have made a difference in me =) carry on ur passion of teaching and don't let anything affect tt passion of yours... jia you n HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

be contented with what you have and you will be a happier person =)

2008-08-19T01:50:00.000+08:00

this year i receive two birthday present that i love a lot! they are both from my closest bunch of friends.. n i can say i'm touched when i receive them..

1st... i got this from the retards...

it's drawn personally by the retards themselves~ so nicee...

this spinach is drawn by yan! i would say its e nicest pic she had drawn for e design of all our retards shirt.. haha.. no offence~ =P great job!
btw, the jap words on top means something like "eat"...

this was the back design of the shirt~lol... its a pic of olive.. popeye's wife... cos they all think i look like her... maybe cos i'm skinny too.. wat u think? haha

i really must thks e retards for this shirt! thou i know that u'll are going to give me a hand-drawn shirt cos thats what we are giving everyone but i still appreciate it that u'll find e time to meet up to do it! =)

then i got something from ming and zy!!!
this one really came as a surprise... really big surprise...

saw this box and it was damn heavy... i tot it was some crystal deco or something like tt... its very heavy...

the "fragile" tt i saw didn't help in my misconception tt it was some crystal deco... although the food for the brain did prove tt it can't be some crystal deco... but i still don't know wat it was... until when i open the lid...

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omg! its one whole box full of my fav sweets n choco!!! i was surprised n shock n touched n happy!!! haha.. yum yum... *drooling*

yummy! =B

that was e instructions given... there's no prob about finishing e food.. but there may be some prob about growing fat.... but i will jia you! (literally... haha)

thkz zy n ming! i love e present a lot! i will finish all e food de... no worries~ i am truly very touched!

some pics that are long overdue... but since we are on e same topic~ pics taken during e b'day celebration tt e fencing peeps had for me! thks fencing peeps once again! =D pics taken from ailin's blog...

gals foilist! =)

guys fencers! =)

group photo! =))

once again thks to the retards, ming, zy n the fencing ppl! i have a great b'day this year =) i love all of u! =)

smile and the world will smile with you~

2008-08-14T23:42:00.005+08:00

finally all my projs and assignments are done!wooohooo!yeay!!! haha.. n with tt comes the end of my sem 1 in poly and the start of my 9 WEEKS LONG VACATION!muahahaha.... don't be jealous =P time seems to fly by so quickly... in a blink of an eye 1 sem has already pass and there's 5 more to go... also, it's been almost 1 year since i graduated from css... so fast!haha..

had a fun time with zy today shopping ard suntec and raffles place... =) laugh a lot... can't control myself.. laugh until my stomach and cheeks very pain.. haha.. ppl ard me keep looking at me thinking i'm some siao char bo.. laugh until so crazy... but i can't help it n who cares? as long as i'm happy... haha... we had fun k-boxing too!very long nv sing until so shiok le... haha.. but i nearly went to drink e water tt zy used to wash her hands with thinking it was my ice lemon tea! omg! eewww.. i can't imagine if i drink it... *vomit* actually not her fault cos she already told me tt she using my empty glass to wash her hands but i forgot! i was thirsty after i finish singing, then i tot wah just nice, still have a bit of water left... den i went to take it........ lucky she saw it n stopped me before i manage to suck up e water... eeewwwww! i only sucked in e air only... LUCKILY!haha super disgusting lor... how can i even forget about it n went to drink it? omg!haha... but it was very funny too... haha... btw, i got poke by some sharp objects on the floor AGAIN!!! i don't know why.. my poor feet always get poke by sharp objects tt are left lying on the floor... last time was some durians on a BUS!! (don't ask me how come the auntie manage to bring the durians up the bus... i'm still wondering about it too) then today is kena poke by a whole stack of books placed on the floor... i wonder why e shopkeeper put them on the floor... dangerous u know? haha.. had a great time today! =DD looking forward to meeting ming during her sept sch hols!=)

shall update some photos about e very sweet birthday present given to me by ming n zy!love it loads man... i love it soo soo much! n also e 'cartoon' present given to me by e retards... 2 very nice n sweet birthday presents given to me by my best friends! i am touched! thanks guys!

its always nice to meet up with all my dear friends

2008-07-26T01:33:00.002+08:00

hasn't been blogging for the past few days cos i was damn busy with all the sch assignments n proj coming along.. n they still say this is e slackest sem.. i really can't imagine how the other sems will be like x_x nvm thou cos aft all these assignments n proj i will be having my long long sch vacation! yeay! =DD

last sat, i had my belated bdae celebrations with the retards!!haha.. thou it was quite sad that only left the 5 of us... zhen ar, take care kayy?=) as for yk, its okie tt u can't make it.. we can meet again soon ya? no worries~ we went to the mind cafe!!! woah! its was great + fun = great fun! haha.. we were eating n playing board games there.. super funny.. thou i was having so many assignments n feelign a little stress, but i was feeling completely relaxed when we were playing.. haha.. everyone still as retarded as before.. can u imagine that 2 of them r actually from nj n yet they r still so retarded?lol... shan't mention the name cos i don't wan to tarnish their teeny weeny bit of reputation left =PP oh, btw, we reach clark quay at ard 12+ n was lost for an hr plus.. cldn't find the cafe... haha.. we r really very retarded lor..haha.. but tt's who we r... hehe.... we wanted to stay longer in e cafe but too bad me n lx have to go to sch for e briefing about some volunteering stuff.. but we can go there again with zhen n yk or maybe even hc..!n the shirt that they drew for me.. i like it! thou e olive at the back is a bit too big.. haha.. i like it!yeay... n thkz for it!=) but i guess i can't really wear it outside since the size is far too big.. but i can wear it at home... haha.. anyway.. had a great time that day n u guys really cheer me upp!jia you in sch n good luck for promos!=) we shall meet up again soon!photos are with lx.. thou she say some are not very successful cos its her 1st time with e holga cam..

tml or i should say later on meeting zy for lunch! very long nv c her leh... haha.. n we r going to have jap food!yeay! reminded me of jap classes.. haha oh.. n my basic jap 101 has officially come to an end on tue.. haiz so sad.. so fast one sem over le.. but i can't join e 102 cos i will be too busy to cope with my assignments, proj, fencing n other sch activities for jap.. i will miss my jap friends thou.. recieve an e-mail from cher who told us that e whoel class passed e bj101! yeay! =)) haha.. maybe having a outing to feast on jap food! *drooling* hehe

going slp le.. having fencing in a few hours time.. have to go rest so that i have enuff energy for it later..

beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder

2008-07-16T20:20:00.002+08:00

finally 17 ( n a few days old)!!! lol.. i was very touched n surprise by what e ffencing peeps did for me last sat.. thkz guys! i was really very surprise n touched.. guess all of u could tell from my reaction tt i was not expecting it at all... haha.. it was a comical scene... should have vid it down.. i'm tt retarded.. haha.. =p thank u all e fencing ppl for preparin tt celebration for me.. it was a very pleasant surprise... =) love u guys =))

can't wait to meet e retards n zy n ming =)) miss them loads...

always look on the bright side of life.. =)

2008-07-12T00:04:00.004+08:00

I HATE THE INTERNET !!!!!

but ... i can't do without it and i need it... how ironic?? i think tt is e prob with most techonology n IT.. they bring so much convience n advantages to us but yet in a way, they bring about some of the worst consequences as well... n they are freaking irritating as well! esp when u can only rely on them but at tt moment they just FAIL u!!! i'm sure everyone experience tt before... AT LEAST once! rushing ur assignment when e com just shut down n u didn't save ur work... !!! doing research for sch work when e com just get disconnected from e network...!!!! searchign for ur files when u found tt they just somehow got deleted from ur com ....

i just hate e com n internet when all these happens but yet i can't do without it.. i can't refuse to use/depend on it! how irritating...

somethings are just so ironic....

2008-07-02T20:59:00.002+08:00

as i was listening to songs.. found that all those songs about love are all mostly sad ones.. chi n eng.. yy??? is love really that sad? i believe tt's not e case n i believe there's always a happily ever after... just that its very very very very rare.. haha... btw y r there more songs on romantic love n not friendship or kinship kinda love??? aren't they more precious n lovely than romantic love?.... haha... think about it...

just being random here.. blah=P

a smile can light up the darkness and warm others' heart =D

2008-06-29T02:00:00.002+08:00

sch reopened... it started getting so busy suddenly... all the assignments are piling up and there are so many tests coming up!!suddenly feel a bit stress... furthermore, my constant coughing is not making things any better!miss out on all e lectures n jap class this week... have quite a lot of catching up to do + all e assignments + all e stupid IS projects + my constant coughing... haiz.. tough time... X_X hope everything can be done soon... i hate IS!!! waiting for S n W to begin soon~ =)

hang on there and it will be over soon

2008-06-18T20:13:00.002+08:00

quoting from yan: "sometimes.. its good to be retarded and just enjoy everything at the moment.. and ignoring negative things around you"

i totally agree... i find that the times i am the most retarded are the times when i am the happiest... sounds retarded but that's me =)

i miss everyone at css.. only u guys can make me so happy...

2008-06-16T21:11:00.002+08:00

one week of sch hols had past.. i had a great week... it was good being able to meet my sec sch buddies and to have a nice long talk with them... it was great fun!i really miss everyone in css!!shall update about the activities... as i have many many things to say about them...!

sat 07/06/08

it was 4/1 class outing! it didn't started tt well cos of the rain... e rain came n caught us off gurad... i seriously didn't have a back up plan.. i was like "oh shit, its raining.. no bbq.. how??!!" i admit it was my bad.. didn't have a backup plan.. at tt moment i tot this outing is going to turn out badly.. oh my.. i was kinda of sad cos i seriouly hope it would be a good n successful one n also a good farewell outing for hc.. luckily the rain stopped when we reached tampines n our plan for bbq resume =) n i have to say althou not many ppl turned up (total was ard 14-18 cos some left early or came late..) it was a nice outing.. get to talk n catch up with those who came n get to find out how they were all doing.. it was the 1st 4/1 bbq tt we were able to have some edible n yummy cooked food!hah.. i really had loads n loads of fun tt night! omy miss 4/1 a lot a lot... but was quite disappointed thou cos some who promise or say tt they should be coming did not come in the end.. i don't know why but i hope the nxt outing u guys can come kay?? hopefully i have time to plan further outings =) i really really enjoyed tt night a lot.. had loads of laughter n fun.. its been so long since all of us meet up, talked, relaxed n not think about studies, stress.. it was really nice.. i hope those who went enjoyed themselves as much as i did.. n for those who didn't i am sorry... i will try to improve on it.. n for those who miss it.. don't feel bad, just make it up by going for the nxt 4/1 outing! ;)

mon 09/06/08

tt night was 2/4 outing.. it was kinda of sad tt only 9 ppl went.. but it was nice to see alll of them again.. its been a long time since we sit down n talk to each other for so long.. even thou i see quite a few of them frequently in sch but it was always just some short greetings... get to see ming n zy!!! =) omy.. so long nv see them le.. really miss them a lot.. guess they r all busy with sch work... we'll try to find time n meet up!=) found out from shawn tt css changed a lot.. so much had changed since we left... its like wat's happening to the juniors? why isit tt aft we left things just turn so bad.. its kind of sad hearing about all the things tt happened.. n its sad to know tt e chers are sad about it too.. i really miss e old css e css tt belongs to us all.. css year of 2007! aft e outing was suppose to go home but e 502 gang still wants to talk longer so we went to e mac near my hse market to continue talking... tt place held so much memories for us.. it was nice going bac.. n as we were talking, we racked up so many memorable past tt 2/4 used to have.. e time when ms ker was teaching us.. e fire extinguisher incident... and many more.. it was nice recalling those fun/happy/sad times.. 2/4 i miss u!ppl take care okay?hope tt nxt time more ppl can make it for e outing =)

thur 12/06/08

had a farewell lunch for hc.. he was leaving e nxt day so we had a retards gathering tog.. too bad zhen can't make it but its not her fault... every time i go out with them, they nv fail to cheer me up.. they can always make me laugh.. i can always be so relax ard them.. really love them man!=D sometimes i just can't believe tt i am able to have such a big bunch of friends who know me so well n can cheer me up so much... when i'm sad, hanging out with them will just make me laugh n totally cheer up! i really can't believe tt we 4 girls n 4 guys can get along so well with each other... maybe cos we are all retarded so tt's why e common denominator tt we shared bond us well!haha.... anyway, we bought a group ring tog...! e design was simple cos u can't expect e guys to wear something too girly or us to wear something too manly... haha.... ppl must wear e ring whenever u can okay? don't u dare lose it!!!haha

fri 13/06/08

woke up at 4am tt day!!!! had less than 4hrs of sleep cos was sending hc off at e airport... he's leaving for china n then st flying to USA aft tt... i didn't get to have enuff sleep tt day which in norm circumstances will be something i get very irritated about.. but its for hc.. so... cos we won't be able to see him anytime soon for at least a few years... so i have to go send him off!=) (are u honoured hc?? haha) brought my mac along cos have to show hc e vid tt me n the retards make for him.. showed e rest e vid 1st during e taxi ride to e airport.... i personally was very proud of e vid.. i love it a lot n hope u guys do too..haha (u'll better be... muahaha.. ;)) n i can say hc is very lucky to have so many gropus of friends sending him off at the airport! lucky guy!! n btw i saw elvin ng when we were at the airport!!! omy!!! haha =) it was a pleasant surprise.. hehe... anyway.. hc even thou u may not be in sg with us now n for a few years to come.. i hope( n i know we will!) continue to stay in touch! jia you in US for ur studies n we will too in ours! take care of urself.. n when u miss u, just watch e vid tt we did for u!=D take care n we'll miss you!=))

later tt day met up with zy to go shopping... it was so long since we last met or went shooping tog... miss u man!n ming too!=) as usual we were talkign crap n laughing about everything.. happy suaning each other n gossiping about everything... haha... it was so nice to do all those things again... n i'm so sorry tt due to e lack of sleep i had tt day i was a little tired =P.. anyway, seeing tt u enjoy sch.. i am happy for u.. jia you in sch kay? hang in there even when times are tough okay? take care my dear... =)
n for ming.. its been very long since we have time to chat with each other... i really miss u n i hope u willl jia you in sch kayy?? no matter how tough studies may be just hang in there.. u know i will be there for u=) we will try to meet up when we are free =) take care~

tt's all e updates... i shall post some pics when i have the time.. in e mean time.. take care ppl n jia you!=)

i am not unhappy that everything is over, rather i am glad that everything had happened.. i love you guys.. i miss css..=)

2008-06-07T01:11:00.002+08:00

went vivo shopping today with my fencin gfriends =) didn't buy anything much but its was quite just looking/shopping ard.. had a good time.. i'm having sch breaks now! it will be two weeks long n den its bac to part 2 of sem1.. time just flies man.. i think before i kno wit it will be sem 2 den year 2 den *gasp* year 3 den *wow* graduation!!! haha.. its a bit exgagerated there but time really flies!haha.. n beofre w eknow it e jc peeps will have taken A lvl n graduate... den soon i will be graduating from poly n some time later hc will be graduating soon!haha..

some random stuff....

one night.. i forgot when, me n lx was taking bus bac from sch n we saw adina at one of the bus stop.. we were inside e bus while she was outside waiting for her bus.. we started waving at her but she couldn't recognise us n was having e puzzled look on her face.. its quite a funny moment for me n lx.. i was thinking if i'm in adina's shoes, i wil feel very puzzle n strange.. imagine at night, u finally end sch n was waiting for bus when suddenly 2 ppl u don't recognise starts waving at u from inside e bus.. haha. i think i will be very confused!

yesterdy i dropped my cup of bubble tea! it was not a very common thing as in drooping a cup of drink cos e cup just slip from my hand n drop to e ground before bursting apart with its content bursting out tog too!n tt cup was a new cup!i haven even drank it or even poke my straw into it yet! n one gal sitting at a table not far from where i drop e cup gasped very loudly when tt happen!i guess e only thing to say is to not try n hold 2 cups of bubble tea with one hand no matter how big/firm ur hands are.. u don't want to risk it.. btw i brought another cup later tt day.. ;)

today went vivo watch movie n i saw this Kungfu panda poster... e eyes of e panda was very scary... it looks like its looking at u no matter where u are standing n looking at it from..scary... e graphic designer of the image must be very pro to achieve tt effect.. by drawing e eyeballs at such at way tt it will achieve tt effect n give ppl tt illusion... pro!

finally. just now at vivo cinema, i saw this man carrying two huge plastic bags of popcorn! n by big i refer to each plastic bag to be the size of a typical black trash bag except tt e bags he carried was transparent... n he is not e supplier of the popcorn or stuff.. wonder what he was doing with them.. he can feed a whole HDB block of ppl with tt much amt of popcorn!haha..

i guess if u open ur eyes big enuff n care to observe the things n ppl ard u.. u will find many funny/interesting things happening ard u everyday...

open your eyes to see the things around you, open your ears to hear the voices around you, open your heart to feel the love around you =)

2008-06-02T18:52:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! i spent a total of $163 on just 2 shopping trips! omy! feel so sinful now... its been very long since i went on a shopping spree n now tt i do, i spent so much! i bought 5 tops, 1 knee-length jeans n 1 belt... i guess i can treat it as retail therapy bah.. haha... i can't help it! GSS is too appealing to miss! but u can really feel the impact of inflation all around you as you shop ard, the prices of everything have all gone up uP UP!

我已经分不清你是友情还是错过的爱情。。。

2008-05-26T23:20:00.002+08:00

mosquitoes... i hate them.. wonder y they exist in this world..

since young, i've always been attacked by them.. n i hate it! i can't stand e itchiness tt follows aft the mosqui bites u.. everytime i get bitten it will be a very serious case where my legs n hands will be covered with their bites..

i rmb there was this incident when i was very young... my face was attacked by the mosqui at night while i was slping n when i woke up my face has a circumference of red mosqui bites.. i went to sch with tt n ming started laughing at me.. years aft tt she still rmb it n brought it up one day.. made us al laugh.. wonder if she still rmb it.. haha

haiz.. i'm always attacked by the mosqui even thou my sis n i shared e same rm.. tt's not very fair.. wonder if anybody has any good suggestions to kkeep e mosqui away.. care to share if u have?? =)

see things from a different light n you may find something interesting..

2008-05-20T16:08:00.002+08:00

watched iron man on sat with lx, wk, jr.. its nice catching up with them tho we didnt really had much time to hang out n chat.. guess we r all busy with our own stuff..

iron man was nice! i wonder why e female lead in iron man looks like spidey's girlfriend(mary jane).. haha maybe all e superheros' gf are all look-alikes... e cars in e show were damn cool n nice.. esp e audi car tt was featured most prominently n e orange car which i forgot its brand.. wonder why all e superheros must always have super cool cars to match them.. haha.. imagine a superhero with an old car or a bicycle.. haha..

class outing's coming soon but i didn't really have e time to do e planning.. n ppl r not replying my msg! wonder y??? maybe all of them suddenly change no after they leave sec sch..haha.. it's not tt i want to blame them or wat, but i get very sad when i try to organise something for e class to meet up n e responses were bad.. makes me so so sad... so ppl pls try to reply. even if u can't make it, msg to tell me so tt i know at least u care abt e outing.. tt will make me less sad.. =)

hc's leaving sg soon.. i'm so gonna miss him.. hope we can still keep in contacts after tt.. jia you in US man! all e way =)

life have to go on no matter wat... take it or leave it..

2008-04-05T22:57:00.003+08:00

just came bac from an outing with the retards... i had a great time... i miss them so so so much... its nice to do some catching up with them n see how's everybody getting along.. too bad zhen didn't manage to join us n some of them have to leave early... guess we are all starting to get busy n tied up with alll sorts of activities bah esp e sch stuff in jc.. no matter what, u guys must hang on there n jia you okays?? work hard for ur a lvl!!! =) we will try to find some time again when we are less busy to meet up again n have a wonderful time kay? u guys are really great.. always there for me, never fail to cheer me up...

looking bac at the photos we took just bring bac all the fond memories of the wonderful past..

guys jia you in sch n remember to keep ur smiles up no matter what... =)

2008-02-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

suddenly have the urge to blog.. so here goes ...

i love him! he is from taiwan, a place i love so much n he is the best. so talented, so filial n so cool! he can compose his own songs, he can play the piano, guitar, gu zhen, drum, cello, violin, flute... he knows gong fu, he plays basketball, he can act, he is a director of his own movie which was a box office hit everywhere. his album sold millions worldwide every year n he loves his mother n grandmother so much he has an album n song named after them respectively..

n he is my idol: jay zhou jie lun! =)
went to his concert on 19/1/08.. it was great! thou i miss e one e day before which was held on his birthday.. although the songs that he chose to sing during his concert wasn't my top favourites but i still like them cos i like all his songs!=P thou he didn't sing wo bu pei which was what i hope n tot he would, but i am still happy... =) thou it had been almost a month since that concert, but i can still remember it clearly in my mind(thou not very very clear..) saw his mum n grandmother at e audience stand.. they are lucky to have him as their son/grandson... so filial, so famous, so rich, so talented! he was very sweet during his concert, constanly telling us about how he like singapore n stuff.. really sweet.. really talented.. thou the concert wasn't a 100% great n satisfiying, but i won't regret paying 100 odd bucks for it n i can say it was a nice experience!=) i really love him, in an admiration kinnda of way.. love his talent, love the way that he can be so good at everything n anything... i really can't believe such a person can exist on earth.. i am not so crazy over him that i can spend loads of $$ hiring cab /buying air tics just to folow him around. neither am i those that would have to go to every of his event/concert or buy every thing that has his face/even name printed on it. but i will buy every single one of his album (okie, my brother will buy.. not me =P) n support him, support his talent, support his work!

jia you!

if i can meet u face to face..

p.s. lx n my biao jie will surely kill me while cursing if they c this post! haha =P

2008-01-03T12:58:00.000+08:00

yeay!finally my 100th post.. haha after like 4 years... =P finally had another off day today.... had been working for 1 month le.. getting used to the job le n i can say i love it! =) the aunties there are all so good to me n so funny.. it was great working with them..

anyway, yesterday was sch reopen day! tho it doesn't concern me at all.. but was just wondering how's all my dear friends doing in a new sch, a new environment n how's jc life for them... yesterday zy sms me telling me tt she feels weird not going to sch on sch reopen n ask me if i feel so too... my reply was, "not really lah but i keep telling my mum its sch reopen but i no need to go sch!haha..." she said i was a sadist... haha but its true(about the sch part, not the sadist part) ..=P anyway i just hope all my dear friends have a great time in their jc.. wish them all the best... =) while they continue their schling life i continue my part-timing life.. yesterday went back to taka to work aft 1 wk of working at og op.. miss the ppl at taka... =) but yesterday, most of the young ones ard my age at taka were all gone.. only left a handful including me... but the aunties are fun to be with too... =)

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let me talk about my feelings of some past events....

on 23/12/07 it was our sch prom!had a great time tt day.. went to have my make-up n hair done up near my hse there with lx, ming, zy n yan... the make-up person was very friendly n nice n she did a very good job!=) my hair was done up very well too, don't even bear to 'destroy' it when i came back at night... tt day everyone was so glam, so beautiful/handsome!it was nice lah the prom tho the food was okay only.. however, one thing tt i'm sure everyone is not shuang about is tt albert (no offence)won the 1st price for the lucky draw!it was a PSP!!!!why he everything also comes in 1st de huh?? its so unfair lor... maybe he has the '1st prize' life... and the prom king is arthas ho while the prom queen is gail tan!both from 2/4 de.. haha.. happy for them =) tt day was a good day.. will update more on it when i uploaded my photos... now no time..

on 26/12/07-28/12/07 it was 2/4 chalet... couldn't stay cos was working n didn't went for the bbq cos was not feeling tt well n was having sore throat somemore still working ot tt day.. so so so sorry guys.. don't mean to miss the chalet or the bbq de.. but was glad tt u'll had fun.. hope we can all meet up again some day soon.. but guess it'll be tougher cos everyone will be going separate ways le... but we'll all find a way to meet.. some day...

on 30/12/07 went to watch ' i am legend' with lx, yan, yk, wk, hc, jr aft my work.. too bad zhen can't join us.. the movie was nice n i like it... =) tho tt day becos of my work, only manage to join them for the movie, but it was great.. had a good time.. it was nice to meet up with all of them after so long. really nice to chat n catch up with them.. during my lunch break the guys came n look for me, was chatting with them n having so much fun.. really miss them.. hope we can meet up soon n hope u guys have fun in ur jc!! =)

yesterday was trying to meet up with zy for lunch but was busy with work so i can't.. so sorry gal, it was another failed attempt to meet up for lunch but i'm sure one day we will be able to!hope we can find some days to meet not only for lunch but also go out to shop.. haven been hanging with zy n ming for a long time le n really miss both of them.. miss our 'post-exams shopping trips'.. we shall try to meet up some day,the three of us.. n do some catching up n gossiping sessions!haha

as for now... i'm going to watch my dou niu yao bu yao le... cya guys soon n enjoy ur jc/working/slacking life!=)

ligh up the darkness

2007-12-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

hey finally squeeze out some time to blog.. started work since 29 dec le.. it was a nice job! selling handbags.. =) love the aunties there... they are like super nice.. treat me like their children and teach me loads of stuff.. they are so great!! went to og albert(bugis) to work for one day then change to work at taka.. think it will be a permenant place le though i will be going raffles n og orchard for a few days =) wasn't quite into sales last time.. but now tt i'm in it, i can say i love it! tho some customers are bad, some can really be so nice.. they can just brighten your day even if they don't buy anything.. haha.. christmas is coming and everyday all i hear are christmas songs playing in taka.. wonder if they will play those loud cny songs when cny is approaching.. haha.. won't be having any off days till 11/12 so will be quite busy to update..

i miss all my friends.. so long never talk with you'll le.. xiang ni men <3

live life happily and you will never regret!i love my life, but it can be better =)

2007-11-24T20:34:00.000+08:00

hey people, i'm back from 4/1 chalet.. the chalet was generally okay.. the first day was quite bad, many things happen... but the second day was much better cos we went cycling and went to watch beowulf. the movie was quite okay. the animation was so great i nearly thought they were real stuff.. i keep thinking it ws a movie with real people and stuff.. but i was wrong when i saw the movie.. quite shcoked in fact.. the cinema was like a freezer.. so cold.. everyone of us was like shivering.. and i did not have a jacket with me.. i was shivering like crazy inside and was so tired during the first quarter of the movie due to the lack of sleep the night before.. it was quite a torture then, cold n sleepy... as for the cycling part it was just great! so long never cycle le.. the feeling was wonderful.. cycling with my friends and the wind blowing at my face.. cycling with no worries at all(exams are over =) )was a great feel.. too bad we could only do so for 2hrs..

on mon n tue was having tuition outing.. it ws fun! we all had a great time.. mon went wenbin's hse to watch scary movie and secret then we went k-boxing!it was a great time.. us singing our heads off.. wenbin and adrain sang super well.. they can really fight with those pro singer man.. no joke.. =) the next day we went bowling!had two rounds of bowling.. the 1st round i was quite good for someone who rarely bowl.. the second round i was distracted.. sfter the game while waiting for yan, we went to change our bowling scores.. haha.. its was so funny... we changed bx's scores to all strikes and he got the full 300 pts.. and everyone of our scores was changed to 100++.. haha.. it was fun to cheat.. =P.. after that was feast time! we went to eat sushi! the sushi was chaep and nice.. after the sushi, we sat at the resturant and played murderer.. was so fun.. hsha.. i don't know when we will get to meet again guys.. its just so great to know you guys and to go through so much with you all.. the fun, the stress and exams and stuff.. we had fun together and we mugged together.. it was great to know you guys.. although i will be going jc and will not be continuing with you guys anymore but i will try to be there for all the future outings.. rmb me cos i will not forget you guys.. you guys are just great... love ya all <3>

the joy and fun we shared will always be kept in my heart...

2007-11-17T20:40:00.000+08:00

hey~i'm back! yeah! finally back to revive my blog le. it had been months since this poor blog had been left to rot away.. haha. decided to revive this blog as a means to keep all my friends updated with my stuffs since we will all be going different ways after that.. at least with this blog going, i can still update them about my life and let them know that i'm still alive =P haha. anyway one good news to annouce: os finally over le! but seriously although it's a good thing that everything is finally over but it's just weird that now there's no more studying, no more late night mugging, no more homework.. it's just too sudden and i'm not really used to it.the sudden feeling of relaxation after months of tough time.. suddenly i have so much time with me, suddenly i have nothing to fill those time with..

anyway really decided not to go jc le.. no matter what.. lots of people keeping asking me why?"why not?"they said... but why should i? i want to do what i like.. that's why i choose this path.. the path ahead may not be as easy but i'm sure with my passion for mass com. i would be able to make it through.. of course the support of dear friends and family would enable me to do better!=) so guys, if you want me to be happy then don't ask me to go jc, just give me your blessings and support!=) i didn't even went for the jc briefing yesterday.. that's how determined i am that i want to go poly... nothing will change it.. but guess i will be separated from all my friends .. but pls keep in touch with me.. i don't want to forget you guys!

four years of secondary school life ended with the end of os.. four years, two different classes, two different school site, two different principal, many many wonderful teachers.. now all that is left are fond memories of these four years.. there were fun, joy, sadness, anger, tears.. everything makes me grow, makes me change.. i'm sure all the memories i had of the school will be with me for the rest of my life.. i will miss everyone from 2/4, 4/1 esp leeming, zhi ying, lun xi. sharron, yan lin, zhenning, des, hao cheng, yeow kheng, wai khit, jia rong(jie mei cum boatmate). you guys are truly my friends and i will never never forget you guys! i will remember the joy and fun that we have.. even the bad moments cos those are the ones that pulled us even closer together... sec sch life will be so boring without you guys..not forgetting my dear tuition mates too~=) love you guys loads and people take care!=)

we may be all heading towards a different path, a different future.. but always remember that we once shared a common past and walk through a common path.. =)

2007-06-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

it has been like eons ago since i last updated this blog.. becos there wasn't anything worth writing about.. but today i have the urge to update about my CIP flag raising... it was such a fun and eventful and meaningful day. get to do cip flag raising.. was not really that excited about it at first but as i started to gather the momentum i was enjoying myself...i get to meet all sorts of people, fun, cartoon, rude.. now then i know singapore got so many kind and wonderful souls out there... so proud of all of you.. after doing all these flag raising thingy, feel like doing it again on my own record some other day. i really like it.. get to meet many people, saw many cute children, nice people, friendly people and kind souls!!! how i wish this cip thing was like three times rather than only the only one time today... really had a great time.... get to gain experience,meet people, come out and 'tou tou qi' and i get to help the less fortunate people. so happy and satisfied with myself today... if everyday could be so meaningful.. i will love my life to death!!!!next time must do it again! though it was tiring but i can't deny it was a great day, great experience... never had i felt one day that was so well lived, so meaningful and so satisfying.....

grateful for the experience.unforgettable~

2007-02-18T16:03:00.000+08:00

heyy~its chinese new year again!!!and.. it's the year of the pig!!!have been waiting for new year to come since jan. and now it's finally here!!!yeah!!! here's some photos of the preparation for new year...

i learnt to cut this during chinese lesson

this one too~i like it a lot *so proud*

i found this when i was shopping for new year goodies..winnie the pooh!!!karwaiii..

my new year goodies!!yum yum...

4/1 class deco~

hmmm.. hope this year of the pig would be a successful and lucky one for everyone..good luck and enjoy your new year!!!!

2006-11-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

i'm so confuse and lost...the world is spinning around me and i am clueless about what is happening..

nowadays i always feel so weird, so out of control, so helpless.. like i couldn't do anything... even if i did they all seemed to go so wrong... either i'm too tired to do them well or otherwise.. i don't know what is happening... it seems like everyday is passing by with me being confuse about it.. i cannot figure out things that are happening to me.. they just come so suddenly, catching me of my guard, leaving me so confuse...

i am really very confuse and helpless... i don't like this feeling... help me out....

should i just continue the journey that is filled with confusion??

2006-11-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

my life as a sec3 pupil officially ends on fri 17/11/06.but my sec 4 life don't start just yet cos its still the year 2oo6!quote harsha"as long as it's still 2006 we are still sec 3/1"...guess its quite true bah.. the sec4 s ended their 'o' level on fri... so gd... nxt year would be my turn! hehe..

this year seems to have past so slow for me.. but quite an adventure for me too.. i face many problems... some made me learnt something from them while others are there to serve it's purpose of hurting me... nvm though because everything is over now and what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger... i became stronger because of all that i had gone through.. i learn n i change.. both bad n good.. i learn to accept things more easily(as in the bad things that are happening to me).. but now i have problem controlling my mind and sometimes say things i did not want to.. (hope i didn't offend anyone... if i did i'm really sorry as i don't mean what i say..) there are of course other changes to my life too like i don't smile and laugh that often now... i hate that but there is just nothing to cheer me up to that extend of making me laugh my head off..

i know changes are unavoidable throughout life but i don't like some of the changes that is happening to my surrounding and me.. for e.g. i don't want and hate the school moving to the west coast site next year.. its so far for me.. i can't walk to school anymore.. haiz.. can't wake up late and still manage to reach school on time anymore.. bet i will have to do detention very often next year... hahaz.. saw the new school site that day.. it wasn't that impressive.. i still like the old school/current school better.. i like the small 'hill' facing the school track..from the expressway,it seems like the school is built on that 'hill' and its so nice,so beautiful,so magical... i have so much feelings for this school.. it contains all the memories i had from sec 1 to sec 3... nw i have to go to a total new school where i have completely no feelings for... how am i gonna spent my last secondary year in that school.. i don't like the new school... but i have no choice..

finally the year 2006 is coming to an end... its seems like decades had past.. i admit this year was a tough one for me.. coping with the stress,the new class,new friends and new environment... but i have come to like 3/1... 3/1 was so much better than i had expected.. (maybe i always had the habit of expecting the worst) =P.. i had a lot of fun in the class with my friends.. and i get to know my old friends better one way or the other..of course i haven forgotten my dear 2/4!!! unlike the 'you know who'... 2/4 chalet coming up... 10 more days...!

its one or if not the longest post i have posted on my blog...

life goes on no matter what.. so try to live everyday happily.. =)

2006-11-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

finish watching goong abt a wk ago but is still so crazy over it.. its lyk e best drama i ever watch.. hehe.. really lyk e show a lot. =) too bad goong 2 is nt having e 4 main cast back..haiz..

todae aft sch was veri hyper n crazy..for dunnoe wat reason oso.. hope i can b tt happy everyday..was so long ago wen i manage to laugh tt happily.. hahaz.. i really really want to b able to laugh happily at least once everyday but it seems a bit hard..but i'm nt tt moody compare to starting of e year le(at least i tink) hope wen e official holiday come i will get to enjoy myself more rather than do homework or kip going for remedials.. den i wld get to hav fun n RELAX!

1 more week to go b4 e extended 3 wks of sch wld b over n 19 more daes to 2/4 chalet!!!!yeay!!!counting down..

do what you want to do before it is too late

2006-10-27T12:56:00.000+08:00

its officially holidaes for e sec 1 n 2s. n its e official start of e sec 3 extended 3 wks of sch..haiz.. mon having o lvl chi exam, wonder how i wld fare.. aniway i wld do my best n hav no regrets.

yesterdae 2/4 had another performance together.it was e 3rd 2/4 production n e 2nd time e whole 2/4 was involve. (well almost all). was really satisfied wif e performance. wz u sang well, really. i was really veri touched by e class effort n i guess ming must hav felt really comforting to c e class together... thkz everyone for creating another wonderful memory for me.. btw 2/4 class chalet is cuming!i so looking forward to it!!!hope we will hav fun!=)

the truth may hurts but don't give up on yourself.. what never kills you would only make you stronger..

2006-10-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

yeay!!!cheers... eoy finally over le!!!FINALLY...so happi.. todae aft last paper went shopping..so long nv go shopping liao lor.. bought some stuffs..nt a lot but still veri happi!!!yeay retail therapy really works!!i'm going to enjoy myself b4 i get bac my results n start my extended 3 wks of sch!so nw no more stress or studying for me..oli relax,play n fun!!!hehez.. 3/1 chalet nxt wk..quite looking forward to it..hope we will b more bonded wif tt chalet. =) 2/4 chalet oso cuming.. quite impress by e 6 guyz hu r organising it.. jia you bah..

dunnoe wat happen to my tagboard..can't c anyting..cannt log on oso.. i forget my user n password le..too long nv log in..hahaz nvm will do w/o a tagboard den..since no one really tag.. if u really gt anyting impt or muz say to me one juz e-mail or tell me in msn bah..hahaz..

EXAMS R FINALLY OVER!!CHEERS!=)

i believe in fate n miracle..

2006-09-05T20:19:00.000+08:00

aiyo...todae i super retarded.. dunnoe wat happen..worst den usual.. gong gong one.. haiz.. i seem to be cuming more n more gong wif each passing dae..

i am counting the numbers of days to happiness... how long more??

2006-08-29T17:44:00.000+08:00

tings r changing.. sum tings happened n cause changes to my life.. i changed.. my mood changed.. y can't tings juz stay e way dey shld?? y don't good tings last? y muz tings change for e worst.. i m sick n tired of dis imperfect world.. everyting is nt going my way..

i lyk jay's new song qian li zhi wai

the world is changing and i am left alone and confused.

2006-08-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

hey peeps..how u guys so far.. for me... nt too gd n nt too bad.. haiz.. my life is...

tt dae saw a xiao di di.. so cutteee... yupp den he was lyk holding to a railing den dun wan to let go,crying... his father was lyk holding his other hand den pulling him away.. den he kip holding on to e railing dun wan to let go.. e expression on his face was so cute!(ask zy if u dun believe me). tink he wanted to buy sth or dun wan to go home bah..hahaz.. den i suddenly realise e world of a child can b so innocent.. w/o e stress tt we hav..w/o e problems i faced.. their world is juz so simple.. so simple,so innocent,yet so nice n wonderful..

y can't my world be lyk their's?? i want to smile n laugh everydae.. to nt worry abt hw.. nt to worry abt my problems.. nt to worry abt my troubles.. but can i??

it's hard but i will try my best to smile

2006-07-22T12:28:00.000+08:00

hey guys..here to update..well,i'm officially 15 nw.. (plus an xtra few daes).. guess i wld hav to b more mature in stuffs..more mature den i was wen i was 14.. hav to handle more diffcult stuffs..hav more tough choices to make..i will try my best to do everyting well.. =) n i wld lyk to thkz all my frenz for all tt dey have done for me... thkz for being dere..love ya guyz loads! its a new year aheah ,i will try to live it e best i can... =)

i have lost my smiles temporary but i will get it back one day

2006-06-13T15:02:00.000+08:00

i can't take it i'm going to burst.. juz yesterdae i was so happi during e class outing nw.. i feel lyk i'm going to explode due to too much stress.. at first i tot my hols was oli going to b filled wif remedials for e 1st week. den suddenly i m still going bac to sch for remedials for e second week n my third week is filled wif ccas n remedials.. idiots.. nw i m oli left wif one n a half more weeks b4 hols end n i hav nt really start to relax n i hav oli done my maths hw oli! all my projects r undone.. n i hav service learning.. btw i hav oli went shopping during e hols for lyk 2 times oli.. nt even once a week.. how do u call tt hols..? i don't even c e sec 4s cuming bac to sch so often.. everytime i walk past their classes, its empty.. n i don't even c ani of dem in sch... is tt far..? i m so tired of study at dis momment nw..tons of hw left undone,project wif deadline nearing.. i m going crazy.. dis is nt call hols.. it shld b called torturing time.. i swear i m nt going to jc if jc means lot worst den wat i m experiencing nw...

'rest' doesn't exist in my dictionary....

2006-05-31T16:08:00.000+08:00

heyhey~ i here to update again... nw i hav lesser n lesser time to cum n update my blog.. no choice i'm in upper sec nw..haiz.. btw hols has started abt 3 daes le..so far i hav been going to sch juz lyk normal sch daes or even worst.. ahhhhh! y? i tot dere is a chinese saying tt sae xiu xi shi wei le zhou geng zhang de lu.. u call tt rest..? i don't.. 1st week is packed wif sch remedial,lucky 2nd n 3rd week is better..

nwadaes i feel tt i'm nt e real me.. i juz feel so numb.. so " no-feeling". i may laugh.. but i noe dey are nt true laughter tt brings oli happiness.. i noe tt beneath e laughters r saddness, confusion, anger, frustrations. i don't laugh whole-hearteredly animore.. i smile at ppl i noe.. but e smiles i had feel so weird to me.. i wan to cheer ppl up wif my laughters, with my smiles.. but i can't cheer myself up wif dose.. so how can i except ppl to feel better wen dey c my smiles n hear my laughters..? i can b happily laughing n smiling one moment n e next, i juz becum so depress, so sad or even angry.. i don't wan tt n i don't noe y tt happen but i juz can't help it..

mayb it's all e stress, i no u ppl r oso veri stress up abt tings, studies, n other stuffs.. i juz hope i'm nt e oli one feeling lyk tt.. i feel weird.. ahhhhhh!!! so feel lyk going to e beach n listening to e sound of waves crashing, feel e wind, n shout out all my frustrations..

i feel so numb abt everyting..

2006-05-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

yay!!!!!exams r finally over!!!i am juz so happi.. n tml is a public holidae!!!!tings can't b ani nicer.. todae went shopping..it has been so long since i had gone shopping wif my frenz( dun count e shopping trips i make wif my mum =D)
yeah...it was great man..e feeling of freedom..e feel of retail therapy.. it really work for ani gal ..yar btw went to do e hena for my right hand..i lyk it so much n it's juz $5!!! but i hope i won't get caught wen i went bac sch on mon.. =X but i really lyk it a lot!!!i juz feel so relax nw tt finally 5 months into sec 3 n i can declare tt i can start slacking!!!! hope e hols wld b fun packed n nt remedial packed... heex.. lalala~~ i juz feel so happi!!! although i didn't bought much but i juz feel so happi n relax..mayb cos e exams r over too... lalala~

p.s. hey ppl.. if i offended ani one of u during or ard e exam period knowingly or unknowingly.. i sincerely apologised for tt cos i was a bit stress up over e whole ting... but i tink nw tt exams r over.. it shld get better.. =D
take care peeps`

2006-04-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

haiz...i find tt everytime i come n post nwadays..it is oways to grumble n complaint..hazi..no choice..my lifes juz basically is lyk tt nw..
mye cuming n i haven start my revision yet..n my homework are piling so high i wld soon b buried by dem..i juz hate exams.. my sec 3 n 4 life is lyk a race n i started running it too hard at first n nw wen i'm juz starting off1/4 of it..i'm tired n drained already..i nid a rest if nt e woodbridge wld cum knocking on my door..lol..but i noe tt hav to cum aft e mye n i am planning for a GREAT RELAXATION time aft tt..n i hope nth wld spoil it or my mood.if nt i wld get angry n blast at dem..so mw i wld juz try to overcome my tiredness n continue to run tt veri impt lap b4 i settle a bit n rest..
to e others hu read my blog(i tink nt much of dem cos we're all busy..) gd luck for ur mye ppl!!! we can all do it.. we have gone so far..from sec 1 to nw.. no matter wat we muz hang on.. just for tt 3 more weeks.. jia you!!!!~ take care ppl.. dun get too stress up..

~i smile, you smile, everyone smile.. =D~

2006-03-24T17:46:00.000+08:00

ahhh!!!i am so angry, so sad now..this is wat happened... todae actually wanted to bring $40 to pay for e conert ticket..den wen i wanted to pay jo during recess,i found i oli left $30..tt is impossile cos i oli spent 50 cents on bread for recess..and at first i tot mayb wen i took e money out to pay maybe accidentally drop it n i didn't noe..but aft tt feel tt couldn't be cos if drop someone sure to notice one cos $10 is red in colour(so striking) and we 2/4 ppl all around dere if really drop surely sumone would saw it .. SO i came to a conclusion tt someone STEAL IT FROM E P.E. ROOM WEN I AM HAVING MY P.E LESSON.tt's e oli tink i can tink of cos i went everywhere wif my wallet b4 i discover tt e $10 was missing.
WAT I WAN TO SAE TO THE CULPRIT IS TT I WILL MAKE U SUFFER MORE THAN E $10 TT U STEAL FROM ME IS WORTH.. (EVEN IF TO U $10 MAYB A SMALLL AMT OLI)
U WILL REGRET TT U EVER STEAL ANI TING FRM ME.. TELL U WORST STILL WILL B TO LET ME FIND OUT HU U R..U WILL SUFFER MAN..I SWEAR U WILL!!!!!!!!!!!!! u force me to do tt to you..if u don't offend me in e first place i won't even do aniting...

sorri ppl if u find tt e words use is veri scary..but i am really veri angry abt e whole ting n disappointed tt our sch is able to create such a chance for ppl to steal, esp wen keeping our wallets were to prevent ppl frm stealing in e first place...

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happi b'dae zhiying! =D

2006-02-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

dis few weeks dunnoe y don't seem lyk my usual self.. i juz tok without going thru my brain... hav a feeling becos of dis i offended ppl ard.. if tt's really so i'm here to sae i'm really sry n i don't really mean to sae dose tings..
i don't noe y dis few weeks my mood veri weird,i can b so happi for one moment den so sad or even angry e nxt.. i don't noe wat is happening to me.. i juz feel so nt my usual self.. i juz feel tt no one understands mi at all..

haiz.. aft we hav been posted to different sec 3 class e time tt we get to spent together as frens are getting lesser.. we don't even meet everyday for recess.. i noe in our hearts we still treat each other as our dearest frenz.to me you all are my buddies.. but i can't deny tt nw wen we meet we seems to hav lesser tings to tok abt n i can sense e 'gap' between us.. i really don't wan dis to happen. i juz wan to tell u'll tt i really cherish dis frenship tt we hav n i don't wish it will ever end... i noe we can't go bac to e past where during recess time n lesson time wen we were so close together... laughing n chatting abt everyting.. i really hope we can still b lyk tt.. i really dun wan our frenship to drift.. mayb we can try to go out together more often but time is nt on our side.. nw we r all busy wif our hw n e smiles n laughters tt we hav during recess hav been replace by e stress n worries over our hw..
no matter wat i still cherish our frenship very much.. take care gals~ miss ya'll so much~

i shld b contented shldn't i?

2006-01-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

hey ppl chinese new year cuming... i shld b happi n i am but e pro is i hav loads of hw to do... omg.. can my new year still b happi?i hope so cos i wan to b happi!!! at least for e new year...
haiz, todae aft sch went lib.. tot gt duty cos dere was e annoucement but wen i reach dere dere's a note dere : lib meeting cancelled, postpone to nxt week.. no lib duty todae... i was lyk... okie nvm.. den went up to 3/4 to c if zy is dere to accompaby me eat lunch.. den she dere but she still cannt go so i wait in her class for her...den saw wz, zc,fc,ky n roger... haiz miss dem so much... esp miss sitting behind wz, miss his singing miss him bullying mi miss him pouring out e whole content of my pencil box... haiz miss sitting beside roger too.... haiz i jus miss e whole 2/4 so much all of a sudden...
ppl muz jia you for sec 3 leh.. dun slack k... we will all walk through it together.. if dere is ani pro can cum find mi.. in studies or ani other tings.. i may nt b able to help u but i can give u my moral support at least... i'm sure 2/4 can go through dis two years sec 3 n 4 together..

we can do everyting wen our hearts beat as one

2006-01-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

hey ppl it's e 1st dae of sch ... haiz ...todae i'm officially 3/1'06.. yesterdae i nearly couldn't sleep... kip hu si luan xiang.. lets tok abt e class ... quite quiet todae but cos many nt ard i hope it wld b betta tml cos i can't take e quietness aft sitting ard wz for 1/2 year... haiz i kip comparing 3/1 wif 2[four] i noe i shldn't as ms ker had sae dun compare, if nt u will b miserable... i noe tt but .. i juz can't help it!! i miss 2[four] soo much.. but i noe tt's e past where i'm supposed to kept e fond memories n juz move on... i can't. im leaving in e past still.. maybe juz give me time to adapt n settle down... wonder how e others is coping... r dey doing betta den me or wat... miss my dear fren ming n zy so much ...

my list of chers
cm- mrs ng tan
eng- ms kelly lim
A/E mahts- ms chua
hmt- ms teo y.l.
tt's wat i noe so far...

kipping e fond memories deep in my heart where no one can destroy it... - a proud 2[four]ian '05

2005-12-17T20:09:00.000+08:00

hey finally blogging... it has been a month since i blog... haha i will just sum up wat i hav done for e month..
tink most of u noe tt i went taiwan for holidae... erm... it was sooo nice dere so nice tt i dun feel lyk cuming bac.. so nice tt e first dae i cum bac i wan to go dere again liao... i went wif tour one ... i lyk everyting dere. e weather, e tings dere.. e ye shi, but i hate e traffic dere thou. dere rite is e ppl wait for e traffic nt e traffic wait for e ppl even in pres. crossing. too bad didn't c jay dere if nt i really dun cum bac liao... haha but i c nai ge ( xu nai ling) in e plane i take to taiwan.. taiwan dere e scenery veri nice leh den sum more i go dere is winter e wind quite big veri cooling leh althou dere's sun nt lyk singapore.. den e ye shi oso veri nice to shop but i go wif tour nt much time to shop.. too bad, nxt time i'm going bac dere in a free n easy trip!!!!den e tings dere sum oso quite cheap.. one plus point is tt most shop in e ye shi is plaeing jay's new album!!! taiwan is juz too nice... so fun i really dunnoe how i can describe it. actually i long time ago already wan to go liao but no chance so i veri look forward to it n it did nt disappiont mi!nxt time u'll can oso go but dun put too high a hope cos mayb we nt same taste den u'll dun lyk it dere cum blame mi.. if i wan tok all abt taiwan i can go on n on but lets juz stop here.. hehe
let's tok abt yesterdae.. went c king kong.. i tot it wld b boring having a show abt king kong so dun wan watch but zy kip asking mi watch so watch lor.. but.. it was juz soo nice worth e money n its 3hrs long e movie.. veri touching.. i cried mani cried too.. i can't help it e show is juz super nice n touching!at nite den go e steamboat gathering.. veri fun.. hope we can still do tt nxt year n years aheah!! i juz luv 2[four]!k dis post quite long liao so will stop here..

2005-11-17T16:41:00.000+08:00

dis is sumting i hav done long ago.. hope u'll lyk it =D

was looking at some of our 2[four]'ians blog.. suddenly miss 2[four] sososo much..dunnoe y..i really dunnoe wat nxt year is lyk, full of uncertainties.. y can't gd times juz dun end n freeze forever n ever... y muz gd times pass so fast..i'm too greedy.. i dun wan oli e memories i wan to b wif 2[four] forever... is dis too much a request???? i dunnoe wat 3/1 wld b lyk... i dun wan to tink n am scare to tink ... y muz it b lyk tt y can't everyting hav a happi ending??? m i too greedy?m i too difficult to b contented?? i dun noe wat to do..i noe i shld juz store e memories in my heart... but.... i noe i shld rmb 2[four] in my heart n get along wif my life but todae i juz miss 2[four] soo much... so much tt i can't get ready to let go.. mayb i wld start to accept everyting accept e fact accept 3/1 but nt todae... i will try to accept.... all i nid is time.. but how much? how long?

2005-11-13T20:31:00.000+08:00

hey,here to blog again though i noe almost no one read my post at all..haha..here to blog abt sumting related to road safety.. juz nw late afternoon, i saw two cars,one taxi n one bus wating in e middle of e road,tot wat happen den found out dey were waiting for a family of three to cross e raod..e parents were pushing e baby pram arcoss e road..y does ppl lyk to die so young man???? although i do jay walk =P but at least i wait till no car can b seen dden i cross but dey still made car wait for dem wen e predestrian crossing is so near n e cars r cuming..hav times nw change to e cars leeting e ppl go 1st???

another incident tt left me more shock den e 1st..i will use paint to describe it.. pls forgive my lousy art. =P

wen my dad was parking his car juz nw he was reversing his car into e lot..

den wen he was almost into e lot..a stupid motorcyclist zoom BEHIND my dad's car..!!! e car nearly hit it lor..

lucky nv hit it but even if hit it also nt our fault cos is he zi zhao de... he noe tt we are parking lor still do tt.stupid idiot...he must b tired of living..still dun care u noe aft tt straight away went off..he did tt on purpose one lor.. i was tinking if my dad were to juz step a little more on e accelerator e person will gonna die...y take life so lightly?ppl want to live longer,live without illness oso cannt. , person hu hav everithing frm a family hu care to a vehicle to having no illness n yet u wan to do dis to ur life. do u tink it is worth it?? i dun tink so.. if u really r tired of livving y dun u juz give ur chance of living to others n nt waste it lyk tt.. i juz dun noe wat ppl want..

2005-10-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

todae last dae 2[four] together as a class well so much to sae so amny unbearable so many happi memories.i hav gone through so much wif e class.. ups n downs..thick n thin.. relly i dunnoe how it wld b lyk without u all dere for me,wif mi.. e daes wif 2[four] will nv b erase frm my heart

[for futher reading go 2/4 blog n read my post!haha..lol...]

2005-10-26T15:06:00.000+08:00

decided to blog before i went for my nap.. hehe.. btw we gt bac our results todae. wat to sae??? i shld b hapi abt my results n i am. but i dun noe wat com. class to choose..
triple?i can but if i go i will be e last few n my sci was lyk A2 how to compete wif ppl lyk albert hu gt so high for total n sci???sum more i so lazy n can't motivate myself n i still gt a hmt to deal wif!dey sae since i gt e chance juz try.. so shld i?
econ... oli 3 sch offering dis.it is lyk 120 pupils competing... so strong competition.. den sum more we 1st batch veri hard leh.. n i nt tt inteerested..
den phys. chem... ?
i dun wan bio chem so it left mi wif e first 3 choice... so wat shld i do? try for it or juz take sumting tt is safe? [there's no gain if there's no risk]but[betta b safe den sorry]so???
my future is in my own hand but i dunnoe wat to do wif it!n tml is e streaming liao.. how?can't dey give us over e weekend to consider?*headache*
mayb will choose triple aft all.. juz try n do my best.. hope tings will nt b tt bad aft all.. is my decision rite?i dunnoe!*risking my future*

2005-10-20T12:38:00.000+08:00

yoz change my blogskin todae. i use dis skin nt becos of its colour though but mainly cos i find it veri nice.. i lyk e design den e colour suits it a lot so i use it.. hehe.. well hope u people will lyk it juz lyk mi.. but mayb a lot will nt lyk e colour.. aniway enjoy~

2005-10-19T09:45:00.000+08:00

wow.. yesterdae was such a happi dae. i found out 2 gd news... mayb too happi den forget to blog abt it, so todae i'm going to blog abt e 2 happi tings..

1---- nt tt happi actually but still happi. =D haha.. okie yar i noe tt jay's having his album soon in nov but i haven nt heard of e songs yet n so yesterdae heard his di yi bo zhu da ge call ye qiu.. veri veri nice ! consider happi ting cos finally aft 1 year can listen to his new songs liao.

2---- e more n most happi ting tt i found out yesterdae... so happi tt i immediately sms lm n zy abt it to share my joy... lol.. DERRICK HOH WEIJIAN has sign on to PLAY MUSIC... woohooo ... a super gd news man.. i was so happi i cldn't eat my dinner properly.. den keep pinching myself to c if i am dreaming.. den i feel e pain so tt means I'M NT DREAMING! so aft all i didn't get my last wish in my wishlist to cum thru,but at least he get to have his own album..! todae e chinese news paper "now" sae he will b having e same 3 yrs 3 album lyk wei lian n sin huey. dey oso sae he will hav his 1st album ard mid nxt year lyk tt..

how i found out abt e news yesterdae, i have juz finish bathing den i walk to e living rm which was showing e 6.30 news on channel 8 den it was going to commercial so it was showing aft e commercial gt wat news on entertainment tingy. den is on wat 3 superstar signing on to play music den e pic flash over den i lyk gt c one 'botak' one den i quickly sit down wait c if it is wei jian... den wow so zun really DERRICK leh.. haha i'm fated to noe abt dis news... cos i normally dun watch news one.. haha.. still so happi nw... i will start saving den can buy all his albums... yeah! no nid wait 2 yrs liao...

--to all e weijian's fans out dere lets wait for his album den buy until duan huo.. haha..
--to all jay's fan out dere.. nov is cuming yeah! his album cuming liao..

2005-10-15T12:30:00.000+08:00

so long nv blog haha. eoy finally over yeah! shall nt talk abt exams ani more.. thur aft sch went shopping so fun man.. bought a lot of things although spent a lot but i least i'm happi... shopping really light up my life... long time nv shpo till lyk tt liao so cool so fun so happi! =D two more weeks to hols which means two more weeks to e end of 2/4 y does time fly so fast wen u are enjoying it n fly so slow wen u are dragging it... ? haiz hope 2/4 will really cherish e few daes more together.. 2/4 u are e best.... hope we can still b tt unite even aft we r sepaprated but tt wld be so difficult.. but we can try can't we? we muz really really cherish e nxt few weeks together if nt i will be a past n we will regret it forever... nth much to rite ... 2/4 yong yuan ai ni!

2005-09-23T20:15:00.000+08:00

yoz so long nv update my blog liao nw go blogger lyk change a lot lyk tt.. haha dese few weeks nt much to rite so nv blog oso quite busy to blog.. haha.. btw exam cuming soon haiz still haven touch a single ting yet... dunnoe shld i start panic... haha i wan exams to be over soon but if exam over means 2/4 splitting soon... argh.... 2/4 u rawkz my world. u will forever be in my heart.
nwadaes aft wat happen in e previous post, start to be more psitive haha... wen my thoughts start to drift to e negative side, i will try to get it back to e positive side. sumtimes can work sum times cannt... haha but at least betta nw (i tink)
tt time leeming ask mi wat i wan to be wen i grow up, really dunnoe leh.. but if i dunnoe den how to choose wat course to take for sec 3 den how to noe i wan go poly or jc??? but i really dunnoe wat to b? mayb shld try to find wat my interest is den find a job frm dere but i dunnoe wat i lyk? haiz how huh?if i dun find nw lata too late den how, becum jobless..=X choi..
aft exam den have time man man tink wat i want to be... shldn't be too late bah i tink... nw have to concentrate on my exam.. muz do well den can go gd class have gd future, gd life.. lol.. lyk veri kuai zhang.. but at least i can go in a class where dere is a condusive environment den can motivate mi to study, if nt i will nt study den lata results drop n drop. i cannt tink of ani other tings nw.. muz focus on MY STUDIES!!!!! jia you.. cumpateh! all e best!i can do it!

2005-09-03T15:10:00.000+08:00

I don't feel sad happy nor angry I don't know how I feel what is happening to me? I can't even understand myself let alone understand others. I cant even solve my own problems and troubles let alone others'. I easily feel jealous easily get angry easily get moody. I don't know what's happening to me? Am I sick or what? Sometimes I feel like there is no one to care for me to listen to my troubles. But actually is I don't feel like sharing with anyone. But when I keep it all to myself I feel like I bursting. Maybe I just can't find someone whom I can really talk to. If there's no choice maybe have to go seek the help of a counselor. I just don't know what I want what I am thinking or doing I don't understand myself at all. a failure in living I am indeed. but yesterday try to talk with my friend about how I feel, feel better but the weird feeling is still there. My friend says she feels that way too but just don't know why it happen. Every time I smile I don't smile that truly that genuinely. It has been a long time since I laugh wholeheartedly. I don't carry my smile as often as I do last time now. I just don't understand myself. I look like a stranger to myself. Someone whom I have never met before, some one whom I truly don't understand.

2005-08-03T17:49:00.000+08:00

3 more mths...n we're going to be in different classes... i juz can't bear all of u... i will miss all of u... i will miss
adina
erika
gail tan
geraldine
jolyn
shu zhen
zhenning
clara
lun xi
leeming
siewrong(mi)
sharron
yan lin
michelle
desiree
zhi ying
jamie
sarah
evonne
ruth
gail yeo
fion
perry
guo wei
shao cong
arthas
stanley
yeow kheng
kah yong
malcolm
wei zheng
derrick
zheng chao
shawn
ci bin
roger
zhen qun
fu cheng
ren wei
bing xin
cong shi
these two years had been wonderful for mi...too wonderful in fact... i really really dunnoe how i'm going to take it... i juz can't bear leaving all of u ... as i tink abt leaving u guyz tears start to swell up in my eyes... no joking...really.... i may nt oways tok to everyone of u n we may nt be tt close but i will rmb every single one of u... every one frm 2/4 2005.. hope we wld cherish these last 3 mths...it's nt a long time... time flies wen u nid it ... mani classes r veri envy of our class spirit... i can onli sae i happi proud n lucky to b in 2/4... rawkz on guyz...

2005-07-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

A Lesson Learnt...

i noe tt friendship is veri impt... it can change a person n make him/her betta... it can do miracle too... but it was until yesterdae tt i really noe how impt it actually is... it can b more impt than wining a competition... i learnt it nt through by own experience but others...
yesterdae i was watching e superstar revivial round results... i noe e contestants were veri close but i wasn't to sure how close... yesterdae wen e results were annouced, e ones hu won were sad cos their fellow fren was out while e ones hu lose was sad for themselves n yet happi for their fren... i was veri touched by tt scene.. u could c tt their reaction n feelings were nt fake n were true emotions... to them wining e competition a nt was nt impt ani more but e frenship dey gain frm it was more impt... e losing ones hoping e winners wld help them fulfill their dream of becoming a superstar while e winner tring to keep their promise.. dey treat each other well througout e competition although it was e revivial round..
some of u may tink dey tt were faking but i don't tink so... i can feel e frenship n closeness dey had... sum hu r reading dis may find mi stupid or even innocent to believe them but i reallly really do ....
i tink tt at e end of e competition all of dem gained a lot frm e experience n also most imptly e frenship dey had wif fellow contestants... it was how i noe how impt n womderful frenship is...
to all my frenz reading dis... i really really thanks all of u hu stand by mi wen i am down n i hope we can b frenz forever... tell mi wat u tink on my tag board or face-to-face....

2005-07-10T12:20:00.000+08:00

yoz... it was long long time ago since i update dis blog... todae update cos i change mi blogskin... to jay chou! if lx is reading dis or hav cum here she will b burning mad...haha... no choice but dun avoid my blog becos of e skin...haha..plaeing in e background is e song in initial D yi lu xiang bei... such a nice song...e lyrics is veri meaningful too. i once tried to post it but cannt cos my blog cannt read chi. den e eng translated one tt meaningful... nvm... it's a nice song really, if u use ur heart to listen it is GREAT!! okie nth to rite liao juz hope u lyk e song n e skin... c ya soon bye~

2005-06-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

yoz.. quite long nv update leh.. hahaz.. todae aft sch went to jp wif zhi ying to watch initial D... haha e show soo funni so nice.. jay inside so handsum... haha edison veri cool leh... shawn yue oso nt bad.. haha.... den sum part so funni i laugh liao almost cannt stop .. lol... dui lian.. =X too bad lx dun lyk jay chou if nt can go watch. nice but e ending nt tt gd.. mayb dey wan to hav a initial D II so e ending nt lyk ending haha... if hav i surely go haha...so nice... i gt download e song piao yi from e initial D one... den oso hav e initial D wallpaper... haha initial d crazy.. nt bad nt bad... it was a nice nice movie... haha i nv regret watching e show... =D go catch it ppl!

2005-06-18T15:54:00.000+08:00

haiz...nth to do so i'm blogging aftall... well 9 more daes den holidaes over but i still gt sooo mani tings nv do.. dis holidae lyk so sian everydae stay at home dunoe y lyk tt one leh... weird... dere's oli one ting in mi mind nw as i'm blogging

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i'm crazy haha... crazy over jay! woohoo he rox!...btw he cuming sg on 21/6/05 but i dun tink i going cos confirm a lot ppl den lata i go dere bamboo becum roti prata... haha sooo lame... i juz wanna go watch tt movie...recently i found a place to put e poster tt was given free wen i buy e incomparable to jay live vcd.... i put it sumwhere quite stupid... haha but tt's call creative! cos e poster was nt dose normal one but dose tt e cd shop put one... dose r bigger n i can't find sum where to put...finally! wonder wen jay's album cuming out...waiting for his movie n his album.... waiting waiting waiting..... nth much to sae haha... ppl take care!

2005-06-03T12:42:00.000+08:00

holidaes r here but i hav loads of hw...eng, chi, maths, art, ipw..haiz... i hope to finish all hw exclud art n ipw by e second week so i can relax aft tt.. haha

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i was reading a bk called e five person u meet in heaven. i haven read finish but it was a nice bk.e bk is abt a guy called eddie n aft he die,he went to heaven where he had to mit five person hu he noe or a stranger..... e five person hu he may b completely a stranger wif, hav sumting to do wif his life n e five of dem r sumhow affect his life....

he met e five of dem n from each of dem he learn an important lesson.wat i remember most clearly n influence mi e most is e first lesson he learn from e first person he met.e first person said to eddie: no life is a waste, the only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone.

i admit tt sumtimes i do think dis way,tt no one cares abt mi n tt i'm all alone in dis world fending for myself.. but i noe tt it is rong, dere r ppl hu cares abt u, hu r wif u all along. dey can b ur frenz, ur family... i noe we teenagers hav mood swings n wen we hav dem, we will feel tt e world is dark n tt no one cares.. but aft i read wat e first person said to eddie, i really hav to agree wif him.

i hope by telling u abt dis bk n wat i learnt from it mayb we will all face e world n look at it on e bright side.. oways look on e bright side of life!btw its a real nice bk to read.. mayb u'll can borrow or buy it n read it during ur holidaes ------ the five ppl u mit in heaven =D

2005-05-25T20:14:00.000+08:00

todae chi cher ask us create a blog for chi.muz use chi to rite a bit bu xi guan but tink will b okie soon. tml we will b having e last geo lesson with loh m.f. yay! haha had her as a cher for sooo long it's enough....nxt term history!woohoo... i love history,history rox! dunnoe y ppl dun lyk history i find history veri interesting betta den geo. haha... nth much to sae liao gtg look for skin for mi new blog...

2005-05-24T19:56:00.000+08:00

hey here to blog again blogging abt sumting happy in fact a word------HAPPINESS

wat is happiness?to mi it is e feeling wen...
sumone cares abt u,
ur wish cum true,
everyone around u is happy (^_^),
u did sumting sucessfully,
sumone praise mi,
i get gd result
i see jay chou! haha =P
i do tings i lyk...

to mi to b happi is veri simple n i try to b happi every single dae tt i live. i try to make ppl around mi happi too... ren sheng duan duan ji shi nian muz zhen ci.

2005-05-17T20:24:00.000+08:00

haiz todae get bac 2 papers--- sci n geo. sci gt 74.5 geo gt 76.5 nt too gd nt too bad.. nth to sae. i hav no rite to grumble cos dere's ppl gettin lower dan mi.. i hav oso no rite to show off cos dere's ppl getting higher dan mi.. i hav nth to sae abt mi result juz nt tt satisfied but at least i tried mi best!=D oways look on e bright side of life...

i oways believe in sumting----- a smile on ur face can light up others' life..wif a smile a sad ppl will becum happi! wif a smile a bad guy will nt dare harm u. smile is e best ting to do. so....... SMILE! it's e best gift god gave us.. tink... wen u see sumone smile at u will u b happi or angry? happi rite? oli idiots will b angry... (e.g vilau, no offences) so smile n e world will b a brighter place! remember SMILE! SMILE! SMILE! =D happi daes ahead!

2005-05-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: July 14

With a birthday on the 14th of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.
You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas, and you are also very good at organization and systematizing.
You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.

You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.
Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.
A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine, and rebel against it.
You have a tendency to shirk responsibility.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

i found dis on e net yar den it saes i'm clever haha,lol... woohoo todae exam finish liao!! den nw discussing e outing ting for tml e conversation kip flashing gt nine ppl toking wow...... yay! tml can go hav fun n learn to fly kite!

2005-05-10T19:11:00.000+08:00

yay!!!!exmas are over.. woohooo... at least e main papers are over left oral n e stupid art.y muz test art so stupid.. if i fail all mi subject i get A for art is there ani use?if all my other subject get A but mi art get F9 does tt mean i cannt get promoted to sec 3 nxt year??? art is juz a waste of time... haha.. exam test wat famous artist painting, tt cher ask us to develope our own style in e painting den if my style nt nice den scold mi again.. haiz den wat she wan mi to do sum ppl r juz born to fail art.. wat's e big deal??? yay, fri going class outing... lets celebrate tt exams over n plae hard!!!

WE DESERVE IT!!!!

2005-05-07T20:06:00.000+08:00

hihi, todae went for study grp wif yan, fc,shawn n kah yong.. at first is go j.e. den soooooo sooooo mani ppl even in between e shelves oso gt ppl sit(can imagine?) yar den we went to westmall although e library no table but cos gt guitar lata oso den so we go dere lor.. den we went kidz section sit on e floor.. haha... we becum giant! lol....

counting down to...... exams end : 5 more daes to go
papers to complete: 2 more main papers
: 4 more papers to go!+ one oral

JIA YOU!!!!!! gd luck!

2005-05-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

yoz, todae chi test haha i wake up at 9.30 haha.. yar den exam star at 1.30 end at 6.00 soo long..

4 more paper to go (if u count cme n art, if nt is 2 more paper)
6 more daes b4 exams end haha.....(counting weekend)

All e best ppl! gd luck!

2005-05-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

yoz.. 5 more subjects(including cme) to go n i will b free! yay!!! jia you!!1 all e best!!! exams end at 12/5/05 thur for me hehehe... ( 7 more daes including weekend!)

All e best to everyone n myself of course!

2005-05-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

counting down to exams... 3 more daes

Wish everyone gd luck!!!!

2005-04-29T22:21:00.000+08:00

hiaz... dunnoe y dis year mid-year exam damn stress. i don't appear stress but sumtimes i will suddenly tink abt exam all dis n tt my results r dropping den ipw rushing for e deadline all dese den i will feel so stress up. den juz feel lyk banging my head on e wall n stop all e stress. i hav no one to confine in cos i noe all of us (nt oli mi) is stress so i juz dun wan to add ani more stress to ur'll. e purpose of mi riting dis is nt to tell u how damn stress i m n let u console mi cos i noe ur'll r equally stress. i rite dis entry cos tt's e oli way i can put all my stress n trouble to. mayb punching keysboard violently will help mi in relieving stress n trouble. cos i don't hav e habit to kip a diary(book form) so e oli way to do is post it here. tink riting oso no use cos cannt punch e words lyk wat i'm doing nw.... haiz i juz damn damn stress up... hope exams will b over soon n my stress will go away.
aft e exam i will surely go out n hav fun go shopping,watch movie do all sorts of tings to relieve all my exams stress n to celebrate tt exams is over! hope it won't b long bfore it happen!

counting down: 5 more daes to exam (4/5/05 wed)

jia you! kumpatei!

2005-04-26T15:08:00.000+08:00

haiz.. so sian me results are dropping = ( i'm bad in chi(at most i get b4) i'm bad in eng(c5) i'm bad in sci, i'm bad in maths, i'm bad in geo. i'm bad in everyting n aniting... nwadaes i start losing interest in my studies, lessons seems boring to me. is it my problem or isit becos of e chers?
try having a sci teaher hu teaches in a mono tone (thur even worst one n a half hours of mono tone) try having a geo teacher hu can laugh suddenly lyk a witch halfway through lesson. sumtimes even juz aft she scolded sumone angrily.. try having a maths teacher hu oli care abt ppl hu get high marks n will scold u wen u get low marks. she can scold if she teaches us well but if she doesn't? does she hav the rite to scold? wen u ask her sumting n she rejects to tell u, is tt rite? so is it partially e chers fault tt i loses interest in studies?
nt oli me, i can c hardworking ppl around mi starting to slack, starting to slow down their pace in studies.. r we tired or r we bored? i dunnoe. mayb we're juz to stressed up.. mayb we juz nid a gd rest.. but wat if it is nt? haiz... i'm confused, i'm stressed, i'm going crazy!!!!! wat can i do ?? wat can ani one do to help mi? can dey help mi? i dunnoe, i'm juz feeling tired of studying but e pro is mid-year is cuming n i haven start studying yet but i already feel tired of studying... wat can i do??? i'm really confused wif no one telling mi wat to do....

i'm stressed, confused n helpless....

2005-04-19T20:06:00.000+08:00

hi long time nv update liao abt 10 daes. sorri! yar btw in reply to yan, e link i give last time can excess but nw dunnoe wat happen haiz nv lah... yar yesterdae assembly gt e frenzship dae tingy den gt e game for e wat bamboo dance den we shout wei zheng's name so loud he dun wan to go down.. haha so bu ge mian zi... yar den taupok volunteer for e dance den his shoe too big gt pro jumping den 'dance' till veri weird.. haha... den e limbo rock tingy last mi n leeming k2 graduation we dance tt ting haha... so funni.. den todae sci lesson ms nor teach us chpt 6 den all of dem veri excitied... haha.. lol... mid year's cuming OMG!!! still doing nth abt it still slacking away i hopeless.. haha i juz dun hav to motivative to study.. oways wait till e dae b4 exam den study. i noe lyk tt won't get high marks but wen i wanted to start e revision earlier i juz start den will start slacking liao.. haiz... i nid sum pressure to start studying i wan to get to gd class but i m doing nth abt it... lol.. tt's my weakest pt of all ... mayb if i study mi results will b betta... haiz... juz can't stop slacking... confused? blur?dere's nth i can do!! hoping 4 e best...

2005-04-09T20:14:00.000+08:00

finally watch guang liang's tong hua mtv. so hard to find. i heard a lot of ppl sae dey c till cry veri touching, so i went to find to c how touching it was. i thought i will oso cry cos sumtimes i cry dey(ppl hu tell mi dey watch liao den cry) oso nv cry so dey gt cry one comfirm i will cry. but dunnoe isit i expected it to b veri touching so dey will cry den wen i watch it's nt as touching as i expected so i nv cry. haha... but ani way e mtv was a gd one nice story n nice song too..
hope u will oso lyk dis song, here's e link on where i found e mtv in case u are lyk mi, find veri long still cannt find. http://hall15.ntu.edu.sg/forums/index.php?act=Downloads&CODE=02&id=626

2005-04-04T10:55:00.001+08:00

yoz nw in IT lab updating since SUMone sae mi blog turning rusty.. haha... juz nw recess i ate zhi ying's aunt's cup cake woW so yummy. :drooling: if she were to sell dem , dey will sell lyk hot cakes.. haiz nw raining heavyly outside feel lyk slping.. zzzZZZ... cannt slp lata still hav to stay bac for maths remedial i find it useless leh all we do is do worksheet tt she doesn't go through wat's e use??? waste of time time is money.. waste my money.. $_$ end of year muz ask her to pay mi haha... rain rain go away cum again on nafa day! lalalala elmo's song lalalala elmo's song! haha i'm going crazy... hahahahahahaha ..... hehehehehehehe .... hohohohohohoho(santa claus)

2005-03-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

hihi actually dun wan to update todae cos nth much happen but den i saw sumting!!! i found a website wif mani mayb hundreds of jay zhou's picture. man dis is cool,fun,wonderful aniting... blah. lx betta don't go or she will start cursing as she scroll down(haha...) the website is http://jay79.com/Galeria.htm. go check it out if u r a super jay fan lyk mi haha! gd tings r meant to b shared.. =D

p.s: dose hu don't lyk jay don't go e web cos i noe u dunnoe how to appreciate them haha... btw i m listening to his song as i rite dis =D

2005-03-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

haha,todae had a wonderful dae wif zhi ying at causeway pt.we went to watch spongebob square pants.. haha its so cute n funni but lyk nt mani ppl laughing oli sum guyz behind n sum other.. mayb cos e little kiddy don't understand den e adults take it veri seriously den tink veri childish nv laugh. haha mi n zhi ying laugh till veri veri loud i tink i laugh more loudly. haha.. den we oso gt go take neoprint haha nt bad but i still nt ready yet den it take liao so stupid.. den sumting which we both find veri veri irritating; we saw mani ppl, guys esp wearing billabong t-shirt or pants den sum gals gt e bag. at first we saw a few wearing den we was lyk quite normal. den after tt more n more ppl wearing den its lyk every few ppl u c AT LEAST one will b wearing billabong's clothes haha... den we veri pissed off.another ting, we oso saw a lot of guyz wearing pink n u noe tt NT all guys wear pink nice nt lyk jay zhou haha..(everyone agrees tt jay wear pink nice lor don't agree one don't cum here if nt dun breathe haha.. -_-'''' jkjk) den dey wear liao sum still okie sum soooooooooo sucky feel lyk slapping dem on e face n tell dem nt to wear pink cos so er... den e both of us oways saw ppl wearing billabong n pink shirt(for guyz) feel so piss off.. haha den we wanted to take neoprint again but e shop gt so mani ppl we went dere again a lot of times but e whole shop will b jam wif ppl.=( nvm at least gt take one den we walk around here n dere walk here walk dere sae sumting abt tt person blah blah.... gossip here gossip dere... haha had a veri veri fun time can't really describe e whole ting here but in all it's fun..

2005-03-14T12:36:00.000+08:00

haiz... i'm still so lousy at my guitar... still can't plae simple chords properly.. i'm so stupid man... i don't even hav ani talent at all!!! ppl can sing i can't. ppl can plae guitar or piano i can't. ppl can do so mani tings and hav so mani talents but i juz dun hav ani!!!! i'm juz a nerd hu oli noes how to study but still get so low marks... haiz.. i'm a failure!!!!ani one juz ani one hu can tell mi one talent tt i hav i will b ever so grateful... cos i havNONE!!!no talent at all!!!!! i'm hopeless, a gonecase...

i'm hopeless with no talent........

2005-03-12T11:24:00.000+08:00

yoz....nowadaes nv go friendster liao but ppl kip aasking mi go sae wat rite testimonial.....haiz friendster so lag den sum more gt nth one so boring.at first i still plan to close it down but den i still leave it ..... haha.. dis whole week i'm juz super crazy over jay. i everydae listen to his song den go find things abt him... arh... i crazy over him...lol. mayb is cos last sat i watch his live concert den he veri shuai den after tt mon whole IT lesson toking wif zhi ying abt jay de nso becum veri crazy over him.. haha.. go and c mi msn nick and mi msn dis pic (e pic jay so shuai)(drooling... haha) i juz dun uderstand y lx sae he nt shuai den still oways sae bad tings abt him... yar zhi ying e taufik guy is cuter n more shuai hahaha.....leeming oso sae so two vs. one.. hehe..

2005-03-07T20:05:00.000+08:00

haiz... todae sick... den still hav to run 1.8k.m it is lyk runing 100 rounds to me(it is worst den dying) den before tt e cme lesson tt ruth ng siao wan she thougt she veri big lyk tt muz attend her lesson cannt attend p.e.idiotic. i recess leeming sae mi face veri pale so she ask mi to take mi temp. den it is 37.2 or 3, so i'm fine. den after tt maths lesson i take again den is 38.1, i was so shock i took again still 38.1(but i suspect mi thermometer spoil).den i drink a lot of water,rest. i dun feel lyk i'm having fever juz tt mi headache is driving mi crazy.den afternoon assembly gt e counselor speech den ger lyk veri tense up...haha muz relax... u can do it all e best to stanley and ger. =D haiz todae so sianz den sum more still sick.... thz leeming n zhi ying esp. for taking care of mi todae,and showing ur san liang de yi mian haha.n last but nt least os to lun xi n yan lin n sharron for ur care too.. hehe...

(listening to jay's song n feeling betta nw... jay rox!!! btw i bought his concert vcd den sat was watching it woW he so handsome u noe.... (drooling, lollls)

2005-02-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

haiz... so stress... so, mani thoughts on mi head n i juz can't sort dem out!!! my head is going to burst!!!! juz nw e ipw mitting wif mentor,den we still haven decide on our main topic all dese den e mentor lyk veri disappointed in us... haiz... i can't help it too nut i'm already trying mi best to do liao lor. one week seven daes, mon all of us nt free, den tue lx gt cca, wed sharron gt cca, thur mi n sharron gt remedial, den fri mi whole dae nt free, sat leeming nt free, sun is family dae... tell mi how am i going to get all of us to mit?? i am alreadi tying veri hard liao lor? wat can i do?? den i m e leader den everytime gt fault is leader kena den ppl will sae: walau e leader nv do work one blah blah blah.. is tt call grp work wen e leader get all e blame??? e lmf pwas sae wat leader blah blah blah, wat leader nv do work etc... i'm alreadi stress enough liao lor wat can i do? i'm juz totally confuse by tt whole ipw tingy!lucky mi ipw grp members are veri gd or i alreadi die of excessive stress! y do i hav to b e leader? i don't feel i'm fit to b one esp for such a big project!i can't take it ani more!!!!!!!! argh!!! pls give mi time wat i nid is time but time is totally against mi!

help....

mi.....

pls....

too....

stress up....

2005-02-13T16:31:00.000+08:00

yoz... ppl, i hav added a new link in mi blog... it will link u to slackerscomic. it's a comic lah of course.. it is quite lame lah but at least can give u sum entertainment. i was introduce to dis web comics i tink last year... i hope u will lyk it haha... can give mi sum comments on it. =D

2005-02-09T11:28:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! todae is e first dae of cny!!! so happi gt hong bao n gt tibits to eat!!! i hope i will gain weight from dem.... todae ppl will b cuming mi hse to visit mi.tml i will go mi wai po's hse den after tt mi cousin will cum den we will plae poker cards,mahjong ahd big 2 haha..... ny is sooooooooooo fun. i hope i can use mi hong bao money to buy jay's concert cd n vcd n dvd hahaha... haiz...still haven do mi geo hw c liao oso sian lucky is nxt tue pass up if it is fri i will die=X lol..
mi relatives cum den i gt nth to tok to dem den stand dere veri sianz... tml will b more fun n exciting... muahaha.... gtg. wish every ine a happi cny!!!!!!!

p.s: cny muz red red so mi font is red in colour! haha..

2005-02-01T16:10:00.000+08:00

ARgh,i miss sch todae due to tt stupid gastric flu.does gastric sneeze?if nt y call gastric flu???haiz yerterdae nite already nt feeling veri gd den vomit once den midnight even worst,vomit tink at least four or five times...... haiz... feeling so sick n helpless...... can anione understand my pain???i doubt so...... aH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat can i do to ease mi pain???can i b instanly well??

i miss sch, i miss all mi frenz...did u'll miss mi??? i hope so, ming n lun xi sae xiang si wo liao.. haiz hope to gt well soon n go bac sch....

2005-01-31T20:23:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel so sick,i oso dunnoe y??? haiz...hope i'mm nt sick cos cyn is cuming...haha!
well,i pissed off by sumone.... y muz she oways do dis ???last minute den making u do it she dun allow a no for answer n tt leaves a yes?she is nt ever responsible for her work i can sae hardly...... n wen u help her she dun seems to appreiate n seems to tink it's wat i suppose to do for her!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if u noe hu i am toking abt,plz dun go tell everyone or even anione.n if u r reading dis n tinks tt it is u...mayb...hu noes? but i rote dis nt to scold u or sae ur bad pts to everyone but i juz hope wen u c dis n tinks tt it is u,it's a gd start. (at least u noe ur bad pts) ry to change n u will b betta.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i still feel veri sick...........

2005-01-29T16:16:00.000+08:00

argH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so stressed up....help!!!! i can't find ani ting to rite for mi eng composition on either exciting,humorous or important event.........i'm so stress recently.... haiz..... sudenly can feel veri stress den mi xin qing well bcum veri bad,den suddenly will b ok. wat's rong wif mi?? i nid a frenz to help mi sumone help!!!!!!!!!!!!! i juz can't control mi feeling. i will go out of control sumtimes. wat's going on??? i feel lyk shouting out all my thoughts n trouble but if i shout out loud ppl will tink i siao den will call e woodbridge or e police.
btw e sch's selling roses for valentine...haha gt ppl ask mi buy but i can buy for hu?? myself? lol..
yesterdae went to c e boys plae their last match den dey all noe dey will lose den no mood to plae haiz guyz... muz work hard for nxt year tournament dun b lyk dis year.... nxt year may nt b same class wif ani badminton gals or guyzso i can't encourage u...haha...yan n sharron muz jia you!!

2005-01-23T13:39:00.000+08:00

I hate sec 2 life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so boring so sianz so bad...... i hate e sch, e ppl dere.......(accept sum )... it's lyk nobody cares abt mi n even if i juz vanish nobody wld noe or even care... dey juz go on wif their life WITHOUT MI!!!!!!!!!!

i m unwanted in sch, no one wans mi,so y go sch n c dose hu dun lyk mi n dose hu i dun lyk???? tell mi wats e meaning of life?? i juz wan to led a happy n simple life wif dose hu care abt mi n dose hu i care for but y is life nt lyk tt ??? y isn't it as simple as it shld??? is simple rong???? sumone tell mi wat i shld do ??? live on till i find e meaning to dis meaningless life or juz run away, run to somewhere where no one can find mi n hurt mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! plz!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-01-20T18:28:00.000+08:00

well,long time nv update leh cos nowadaes nt veri free... haha.. i will try mi best to update when i'm free. well tue e badminton tournament start den we won 3-2...yay!!!!!!! so happi! haha....but unfortunatly, e boys lose e nxt dae.. but it's alrite... i believe we can all do our best n win... yay!! i hav faith in all of u..... den two dae we lose by 1-4.... nvm juz work hard. if u try ur best, it is gd enough..... GD LUCK PPL FOR TOURNAMENT E NXT FEW DAES....... wll i hav a sore throat when i wake up dis morning den oso hav block nose... haiz... so poor ting....den leeming todae nv go sch cos she fever... ming arh... muz rest well hor... take care of urself. well nth more to sae juz wish e badminton pl all e best!!!!

2005-01-11T20:56:00.000+08:00

hi..........long time no rite blog liao.... hahaha well listening to s.h.e songs. veri nice leh.... i nearly went for their concert on last sat but haiz... nearly! means dun hav lah... ='( c nxt time if dey cum again den i will go. s.h.e rawkz..... jay too.....
mi neighbour nw at mi hse he abt 2 years old??? i kip asking him but he don't wan to reply. he is sooooooooooo cute...haha he is wearing a shirt with a giraffe poping out.... sooooooo cute....
haiz....nw in sec two gt streaming..... den hor i found tt our class nw veri boring cos we r nt as energetic as last year? y? such a sudden change???although last year we were too noisy but dis year was too quiet... well dis year we hav a veri responsible chairman...... haha..... my best fren.... nth to rite leh....i tink i will end here....buai buai.....

2005-01-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

Happi new year!!! yeah!yeah!2005 is here.....=D i hope e road through 2005 will b super smooth...haha...quite impossible cos we gt streaming dis year....so fast rite it was lyk few daes ago wen i was juz cuming to css n sae-ing 'oh,nxt year gt streaming!' nw i sae 'oh,dis year gt streaming!' time realli flies....
suddenly thougt of e tsunamis victims... deyr so pitiful...we shld help dem if we can as a chi saying-gt money give money, gt strength give strength(haha direct translation) if u gt clothes,donate it ,u dun wear put in ur closet,it means no difference wherethe if it is dere or nt. but if it is dere for e victims to keep dem warm, it will means a lot to dem......) to u it may b lyk buyinga sport car as present for a millionaire(which means nt much use) but to e victims, it is lyk building a fire place for a person hu lives in a cold country( u noe wat it means???) n if u hav money,juz donate,it can b 1 cent or 1 million it can accumilate to a lot.imagine every s'porean donating 1 cent it will b 3 million or suming cents
dis entry i rite until veri long-winded. haha..hope u dun mind.... hope u did nt fall asleep while reading..haha...i can understand if u fall asleep..nvm..

2004-12-28T21:07:00.000+08:00

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!i juz saw ruth's blog.......same blogskin as mine juz e post all dis different... haha...lol...TAUFIK RULEZ........hahaha.....well tt's nt e main ting tt makes mi wan to blog. i tink most of u hav heard abt e big earthquake in indian....a tragedy...well i heard tt a 13 yrs old indian gal was washed away by e big waves tt was cos by e earthquake...wat a sad tink to happen to a young gal lyk tt...sigh....her future is still bright aheah.... suddenly i feel miself so fortunate..... i hav frenz,families,ppl hu care abt mi,n hu i care abt but dose hu hav lost their luv ones dey will hav to face sumting so difficult to accept,sumting tt makes u sad till no words can describe... dunnoe y suddenly tok abt all dese tings but juz wan to let all of u out dere noes how lucky u r to b in s'pore n to hav soo mani tings u wan....haha.....
sch's reopening sooon,feeling quite happi thou,cos i miss all mi frenz after e 2 mths break...haha...mayb u won't miss mi but i miss all of u!!! haha......i will b using mi new bag......gtg....bye,bye.

2004-12-27T13:45:00.000+08:00

hihi....well,i hava great time during christmas....i went to mi cousin's hse to stay during christmas n cum home oli yesterdae nite....we were having lots of fun n was plae-ing wif 'bear bear' mi cousin's dog.....he was sooo cute...haha...den we eat log cake n celebrate... yum,yum,nice,nice....well den we plae all dae at 11p.m,we watch e u channel movie -'so close'...haha veri funni e show....den after e movie we plae majong till 4.30 a.m we were eating otah n drinking while plae-ing majong...cos we plae until hungry....lol..den we go slp lor...haha we slp until 12p.m den wake up...hehe.....den we plae again...den at nite mi aunt use e hair striaghtener to striaghten mi hair but it's nt dose permanent one lah...haha den mi hair becum straight but nt as striaght as rebonding ones lah....juz doing it for fun....den we watch e channel 8 charity show....gt taufik!....haha....den gt one part taufik sang jay's an jing...very nice leh...although i oso lyk jay but frankly speaking taufik sang clearer dan jay wen he sing tt song...haha...den oso gt one part taufik oso sang 'i dream'....well den we had soooooooooo much fun during tt weekend......haha....a wonderful christmas lyk e previous years......den todae i was sooooo tired i slp till 11 sumting...haha...pig...

2004-12-24T14:37:00.000+08:00

yeah!!!!!!!tml is christmas.....jingle bell,jingle bell jingle all e way.........hahaha....christmas is here n tt means 20004 is going to end haha....n2005 is cuming to town.....hope it wld b a gd year for all of us n we will do well in our streaming nxt year....haha....well tml i won't b home cos i'm celebrating christmas wif mi famil yeah...yeah....yan arh u wed tell mi wat todae gt wat christmas eve small celebration den yesterdae call u,u still blur blur...haiz....wellllll nth more to sae juz one last ting........MERRY CHRISTMAS N A HAPPI NEW YEAR........

2004-12-23T13:36:00.000+08:00

hihi,updating again.....listening to i dream while updating.....wen u read u wld oso b listening haha......todae e new sec one batch cum to css to c wat their class all dis is.heard tt during e talk (las year we oso hav one where ms tay tok a lot of crap n stories)our two v.p. n (tink) our new principle was e ones hu was toking during e tok......well,m chatting wif zy nw den she reminded mi tt sch is starting soon...sad...actually i feeel happy n sad at e same time.happi cos can c mi frenz again n normally holidaes gt more hw den normally sch dae i gt more tings to do nt lyk holidaes everydae so sian....den sad is cos cannt slack animore....haiz.....well nvm....at least sch reopen gt more advantage..haha...i tink i'm e oli one hu tinks sch is betta....it is nt actually nt betta, juz a holidae tt is nt to long n nt as short as e march n sep's holidae...well i tink i will end here liao byebye....tik nxt time....
(p.s: i tink while typing dis entry i hav heard e song i dream mani mani times haha...mayb i type veri slow or wat...haha...)

2004-12-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

todae,i went to lot 1 wif lun xi to return bks oso to shop for my new sch bag...wen we reach dere,we saw jolin,adina n evvone.hah....so coincedent.....well den we shop for mi sch bag at first i saw a blue colour bag at yellow shop but our uni is oso blue den mi specs,pencil box...all blue lata ppl thgt i blue freak or wat...haha....well finally decided on a strip brown bag..nice...nice....haha...den yar...i change mi blogskin den gt e music ...woW,taufik's i dream...i noe e gumit's intro veri lame nut e song nice rite???gt one part sly sing..aiyoyo....spoil e song...haha...jkjk...lata i walk on e streets kena sly's fan punch...haha....mi already new one----yan lor..btwgt gumit's intro den u noe is directly from SI one wat...haha...evidence..tt time i saw e 'life' section of 18/12/2004's copy of the strait times dey sae wat nxt wed channel five gt taufik's i dream mv,but den juz nw i c dun hav leh....so sad...dun noe is i misunderstood e meaning of nxt wed or dey pian ren one.....nvm mayb e nxt wed means 29/12/2004...i will c gt a nt on tt dae..i hope i wld nt be diapointed again.......ending off wif a spark? of hope.......

2004-12-18T15:05:00.000+08:00

well,holidaes so sianzzz...................nth to do everydae...haiz........sumone juz help mi n save mi from being bored to death can?sumone helpppppppppp..............................juz let mi do sumting n nt rot to death..plz......................well,nw mi hand is recovering liao but tt ugly scar is still dere...luck nt on mi face....phew!christmas is cuming so i wish all of u a merry christmas n happy new year....i noe still early but never mind...haha.....remember to have a gd time wif ur frenz or family during tt dae .....n new year too,remember to go sentosa count down to e year 2005!(provided tt u have e money)if nt watch e live telecast or count down wif ur frenz(or/n) family...hahaa.....tt's all bye...bye.....

2004-12-11T14:18:00.000+08:00

hi ppl,i decided to blog cos i cannt stand e nagging of yan n wei yu....hehe!well no lah....atually i blog cos i gt sum ting to sae .there r gd news n bad news todae...lets hear e gd news first ,todae i went to student health care centre(SHCC) for mi bac bone check-up den tt doc. sae mi no nid go dere check liao,nxt time can go sch check jiu hao le.atually nt a veri gd news lah but at least i nxt time holidae no nid go SHCC liao den can spent tt dae going out or sumting other dan going dere..well nw for e bad news u're waiting for...........i scald mi rite hand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yar,nw i m typing oli using mi left hand,hahaha....veri pain u noe a nt....='( let mi tell u briefly wat had happened..i was buying a cup of hot(no..is veri veri hot)water den as i was walking bac to mi table wif it(i was at a hawker centre),i dunno y suddenly i squeeze e styroform cup,den of course e water overflow lah den of course mi hand kena tt hot water lah...so poor ting rite mi...get bullied by tt cup of water...hei....='(sumting to add if u have e chi newspaper(i dunno e eng one gt a nt cos i lazy to go c)e last page gt e wat sae lilin going to act in a movie call leap of luv wif a japan actor.i brought up dis news nt cos i lyk lilin but cos tt leap of luv story i gt read before....-_-''''veri nice...i lyk it a lot...u dun ask yan n lunxi abt tt bk cos dey was scard by mi wen i read tt bk...haiz..it's a long story....nvm maybe i wld go c tt movie wen it is in theatre..dis blog entry veri long oso veri difficult to type cos i oli use one hand den kip typing rong word...finally complete dis entry ...phew..

2004-11-25T14:40:00.000+08:00

sorri ppl hu r reading mi blog(if ani) i noe i hav nt blog for 15 daes.... 15 woW soooooooooooo long ...... sorri! welll cos i was busy doing maths....ipw........n other tings which i don't wan to do ....sad. yah btw yesterdae psle results were release.....n i tink everone noes tt the highest aggregate is 285 n tt fat,cute boy came from a neighbourhood sch.... hurray for neighbourhood sch.... yah....3 cheers.....hip..hip....hurray.....lame -_-''''''''''''''''''' n yuhua pri mi sch highest gt two scoring 278 woWWW gd job=D a veri liitle 7 pt to be the highest!!!!!!!!! hehehehe........
haiz.... dis holidae sooooooo boring. hey i went to watch the incredibles wif yan on tue nice... hehe i lyk jack jack..he is soo cute!!!!!!e movie is funni n nice...haha..well juz a short entry cos gt nth to rite... byebye...

2004-11-10T14:14:00.000+08:00

haizzzzzzzz........ holidae soo sian........ everydae nth to do ask mi rite abt wat??? do hw so sian leh Maths leh .......... den do ipw do until no time to rite blog den yan n lun xi scold again.i so ke lian....='( but yan oso quite long nv blog leh....den still scold mi..... holidae is either too busy or too free. i dun wan either of them i WAN IN BTW...............jay cuming s'pore liao but sad i gt no money to buy e ticket..... hu will give mi one ticket for tt concert i will be soo happi to even b ur maid!!!!! haha!!! lol! den jolin oso cuming (i mean tsai yi lin) den s.h.e. oso cuming........boring holidae nth to do.......except hw n ipw.yah btw i cut mi hair quite long ago .......sae short nt short sae long nt long.lol.really nth to rite leh......

a song lyrics from lovebugs...(i dunno hu it is but nvm)title.....i'm boring
This is you
Sitting with your head between your knees
You're listening to your blood
Cause silence you can't stand
And there inside you
Another personality
Is shouting at you
Another possibility
I'm bored I'm bored about me
I'm bored I'm bored about
Most everything I do
Tell what can I do
Why can't I always fly
And why do I have to fall so deep

the title is wat i m feeling nw....lol