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Friday, September 23, 2005

yoz so long nv update my blog liao nw go blogger lyk change a lot lyk tt.. haha dese few weeks nt much to rite so nv blog oso quite busy to blog.. haha.. btw exam cuming soon haiz still haven touch a single ting yet... dunnoe shld i start panic... haha i wan exams to be over soon but if exam over means 2/4 splitting soon... argh.... 2/4 u rawkz my world. u will forever be in my heart.
nwadaes aft wat happen in e previous post, start to be more psitive haha... wen my thoughts start to drift to e negative side, i will try to get it back to e positive side. sumtimes can work sum times cannt... haha but at least betta nw (i tink)
tt time leeming ask mi wat i wan to be wen i grow up, really dunnoe leh.. but if i dunnoe den how to choose wat course to take for sec 3 den how to noe i wan go poly or jc??? but i really dunnoe wat to b? mayb shld try to find wat my interest is den find a job frm dere but i dunnoe wat i lyk? haiz how huh?if i dun find nw lata too late den how, becum jobless..=X choi..
aft exam den have time man man tink wat i want to be... shldn't be too late bah i tink... nw have to concentrate on my exam.. muz do well den can go gd class have gd future, gd life.. lol.. lyk veri kuai zhang.. but at least i can go in a class where dere is a condusive environment den can motivate mi to study, if nt i will nt study den lata results drop n drop. i cannt tink of ani other tings nw.. muz focus on MY STUDIES!!!!! jia you.. cumpateh! all e best!i can do it!
Saturday, September 03, 2005

I don't feel sad happy nor angry I don't know how I feel what is happening to me? I can't even understand myself let alone understand others. I cant even solve my own problems and troubles let alone others'. I easily feel jealous easily get angry easily get moody. I don't know what's happening to me? Am I sick or what? Sometimes I feel like there is no one to care for me to listen to my troubles. But actually is I don't feel like sharing with anyone. But when I keep it all to myself I feel like I bursting. Maybe I just can't find someone whom I can really talk to. If there's no choice maybe have to go seek the help of a counselor. I just don't know what I want what I am thinking or doing I don't understand myself at all. a failure in living I am indeed. but yesterday try to talk with my friend about how I feel, feel better but the weird feeling is still there. My friend says she feels that way too but just don't know why it happen. Every time I smile I don't smile that truly that genuinely. It has been a long time since I laugh wholeheartedly. I don't carry my smile as often as I do last time now. I just don't understand myself. I look like a stranger to myself. Someone whom I have never met before, some one whom I truly don't understand.

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